1st day of 2010

Spending my very first hour at my new house with family and bro's friend.
We got barbecue session, again.

So what I did this time, I stay until everyone is ready to going home.

So I got hangover with them.

Watched fireworks at my house since it is near to Desa Park City.

It is very beautiful... Too bad I was not with him... =(

Pressie from him... =) Thanks hubby!

Well, hope that new year will bring more fun and joy into my life more than luck.
Arghh, but now I have to headache bout formal attire. *wtf*
Need to wear formal to college?! =-=
I have to change my look to mature. No more kiddy style as I am twenty now!
But of course, kiddy time is only with girl friends.


Alright, I got to prepare to go out later.
Darling Christine is coming at 4.
Going to buy something for Alan. =)
*tata*

Miscellaneuos 003

When...

When argument happen, you thinks that both of you do not understand each other.
When happiness happen, you thinks that both of you like have been together for a long time...

When argument happen, you have learned something.
When happiness happen, you appreciated it.

When you cried, not every shoulder that you can lean on.
When you laugh, you share with everyone.

When you feel unlucky, everyone try to avoid you.
When you feel lucky, everyone will smile at you.

When you needed him/her, what a coincidence that he/she is not around.
When you do not need him/her, he/she is always 24/7 for you.

When you hang up his/her call, you feel so sorry.
When he/she hang up your call, you try to call them back.

What do you think?

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The last post of 2009

Happy 2010 in advance!
Wishing a brand new year will bring more lucks to everyone.
For friends, please keep in touch with me.
For family, keep on loving me.

Forget the 09, enjoy the 10. =)
Whatever unwanted memory, don't think about it as it will hurt you.
What turns into history will never be a reality back.
Please do not mess it up.

Updates

27 December


Doing nothing for whole day but at night, bro took me out for dinner and L4D again. =-=
I got no choice so I have to follow him because he took me out and Aaron don't let me to go home.
Anyway, having much fun using Spitter and Smoker.



28 December


Did not online for whole day except midnight.
What did I do? - Assembling my furniture. Closet and bed frame with dad.
Got pizza as dinner and burger Ramlee for supper.
Kinda complicated when we try to assemble the closet. Mistake, twice.
Is not easy to assemble the closet.
Now my hand is rough and my waist is pain as I got backache and I'm not allowed to carry heavy stuff, but I still have to due to bro busy working.
Finally, I made my decision to cut my fingernails.
Tho kinda heart broken because is not that easy to keep my nail long but kinda annoying when I assemble those furniture and it is too long as it will easily break.
I hate cutting my fingernails.
I have to use half an hour to manicure myself.



29 December

Great, body ache....
This morning, cousin sis asked me to wake up just to shift the car as someone outside is repairing the wire which connect the electricity and phone line. DOn't know which one they're trying to fix.
Can't she just look what are they doing and shift the car by herself? =-=
I can't even go back to sleep.. Is not that easy for me to sleep.......... Aihz....

So, took my shower and darling Christine drop by to pass me my SPM cert. Thanks and sorry for being so troublesome.
Went to text Ariz and ask him go Taylor.
Firstly before I date him, he was like EMO till then I ajak him, his emotional changed in no time.
See how obvious is him?
Went to buy lunch for parent and maid then drop by lamp shop to fix the lamp as I broke it yfew days ago. Damn clever right?

It's my first time driving to Taylor and Seri Gombak.
Damn far. =-=
First time driving that far.
Registered myself and seriously, I hate the photo for my student id. =-=
Look so dumb. Can't they just use the picture which I supplied them???

After registration, we headed to 1U with Hafiz~~~~ ^-^
We watched Sherlock Holmes. Nice movie. =)
After movie, yam cha session at Selayang with, erk, what his name again? x-x
Sorry, can't remember. Nyanyuk d.... =(
After yam cha session, send both of them to another mamak stall at Seri Gombak.
Then go back, alone. Kinda scary for me driving to a place which I'm not often use to go.
Have to keep looking for road sign and I don't like driving at late night.
So I reach home safe and sound. =)
Yay me....

*the end*

Christmas is over and here comes the New Year

Went to One Utama just now with one of another bestie of mine, Mandy!
She apparently did not forget about our date!
=)
Well, as you can see in the above picture with 3 items and all is given by her to me.
Thank you~~~ *hearts*
And I asked her to choose X'mas gift as I am way too lazy to headache bout gifts to friends like I asked darling Christine to choose but she denied. Always....
Soon she gonna receive a surprise from me for her birthday. Ngek ngek ngek~~

This week been really busy as I keep hanging out with darling Christine then hubby and darling Mandy.
Parent start mumble at me d... Whooopsy~ x-x
So I will be at home whole day and then probably Monday out again for my enrolment as I did not register myself on that day because I totally forget about my SPM cert.
Aih....

Pity hubby not feeling today... =(
Tu la, keep chilling at midnight till morning... Don't wanna rest at home...
This morning still can go Setapak chill...
And tomorrow back Subang to accompany his buddy, Hafiz~

Wonder what is Christine doing now..... *hmmm* =P

Merry Christmas yow~~

Shopping kills my leg!!!!
I hate shopping with boy. Why?
When you asked them "where you wanna go now?" and they'll say "I don't know"
Why am I so silly asking him where he wanna head to? =-=
Never ever bring your boy to shopping unless you accompany him shopping.
We can bring our boy but with our girls too else you'll end up bringing your cash which taken out by ATM machine back home.
So I'm saving money awaiting for my girls to get their pays out till then we will be go for SHOPPING!

Tomorrow night might be having dinner with one of my sis, Mandy. =)
But I don't know will she work till forget that we have a date for tomorrow...

Yes!! At last I won't be bored to death for few weeks before my term start!
Bought Cleo Magazine just now right after hubby went back to Pavi as I back to my sis place.

Do you believe in horoscope reading???
I do... =) No matter good sign or bad sign, I still do believe...

I'm in love again....♥

Perhaps I'm nothing... I'm tired... Really tired....

I am tired of everything.
I'm tired of waking up in the middle of the night coughing hardly.
I'm sick of myself.
I hate myself.
Keep everything in my heart without sharing it.
This is what I am. Why do I keep hurting myself mentally?

Why do I have to go to help the barbecue session and end up I'm eating it as I'm trying to control my weight.
Why can't I control myself from eating?

Sorry for breaking everyone's Christmas mood.
I shouldn't drink alcohol just now.
I'm sorry....

Sini sana, merata tempat...

Got no idea for title so I type it in Bahasa to make it a little bit different...
My title is about I have been going 5places today with darling Christine.
First stop, Metropolitan because she wanna sign up for her summer school till then we head to Taylors. Why do I have to go there larh!!! =-=
Thanks to darling to help me questioning the caunselor. =P
All my mind was food because I am way too hungry and I couldn't even think that much.
Till then, we head to my beloved lepak place to have our so called lunch at 5pm++? LOL
We had Nando's and chatted till 7p.m++.
We headed back as she wanna fetch her baby, Raghunesh and called him.
Isk isk...
Her baby say that we don't have to accompany him Puchong and she got angry... So we turn to Hartamas Square for shesha... Didn't take much as the Apple taste awfull. =-=
I hate that smell same goes to Christine. She almost mabuk on the spot.
We left there early and next destination, Desa Park City for chit chat session.
Bought drinks and snacks and headed to park and she wanted a better place, not under some "jungle alike" places as she worried iguana/cockroaches/lizard appears. =-=
So we walk damn far away. T-T
I'm so tired and exhausted and thirsty~~~
End up sitting at staircase at the end of park.
Still ok lar... Not the first time also. =P

Lotsa place to go...
I hope she won't get bored of me as we keep hanging out nowadays and she some more say that keep hanging out with same person will get bored. T-T
I'll be eliminated by her soon. xD
Tomorrow might be hanging out again but not for a long time as I have to clean my new house again due to bro having barbecue with friends. Not again.... *zzzz*

Tomorrow, hubby is coming back to KL. =)
Can't wait to see him on Friday. =D
Where to hang?? Pavillion? Midvalley??

Just exchange present with bro.
He chosed Starbucks Mug. =-= it suppose to be someone else present but he don't want the chocolate that I bought for him. *&^%$#
Nah, nvm.... I got Kampai limited edition. =)

Well, got to go... Goodnight~ ^-^

A day with darling Christine

Beside a day with darling Christine, there is another guy, Leonard a.k.a Dranoel. (edited twice for his name =-=)

Suppose to hang out with Kristine but she turns up have to follow her dad to buy something so I called Christine. =)

3 of us keep laughing nonstop, thanks to both of them keep teasing each other.

Christine bought a lot of pressie while I just bought some.

Present from darling Christine and I bought her Vincce shoe~

While buying the shoe, I fall in love with a heel.

Look so b-e-a-u-tiful!

Kinda regret that I did not bought it straight away.

But it's alright... Buy it next time. =)

I can't find present for Yannie Yan, Mandy and others... X-X

I only got for Rachel... How am I going to give it to her??? :S

Tomorrow going to enrol with darling Christine.

She's going for her summer school and I'm going for my first term.

Adui... Dah tua baru start first term. =-=

Merry Christmas in advanced, everyone~^-^

I am not able to understand you for now...

Last night barbecue was going very well...
Lots of people show up especially some of them which I did not expect to see them here. =)
I only get to see them when Chinese New Year.

Took a lot photos by me and my bro. Some of it was me and my cousin sis camwhoring at the balcony of mine after barbecue ends.
It's been a long time we did not camwhoring together coz she was busy working with another cousin sis of us. Miss the moment so much.

I don't know what am I busy about for whole week.
Relatives overnight here for few days. Help aunt to cut potatoes, cut onions and cook curry chicken.
I am afraid of cooking stuff due to last incident especially hot boiled water.
Due to helping, I did not spend much time with him.

I can say, I miss him so much. Every where I go, there must be someone pass by me which makes me misunderstand that it was him.
But no matter how, I know he still being so far away from me.
So it is so impossible for me to meet him here in K.L.

Again for today. As relatives always here, makes me being so stressful.
I don't know why is it always happen.
Till then, I get emo over everyone.
I remember I was having a nightmare when they're here.
I shouted and my maid got shocked as she turns on the light and check up on me.
She worried that I might sleep walking, got fall down somewhere because she saw me sleep walking before...Twice.
Tho today all of them went back, the side effect still here.
I got emo over him because he did not reply me... And now he is emo over me.
Yay me for doing that. =-= and I hate myself so much for being hot tempered.
Anyway, now he knows the feeling when he emo someone, turns up I got pissed off.

I'm worried bout my health. Why?
My PMS late for 5days. 5days! What happen and I don't know.
What to do and I don't know.

Tomorrow will be going to 1 Utama with Kristine and Christine might turns up meeting me there after she done her mission. Hope to see her there. =)
I'm going 1 Utama to buy presents for dearie friends. =)

*the end*

I am a naive girl

Sorry for not updating my blog due to no privacy place because aunt and 2cousins bro is here for holiday till Monday.
I prefer to blog when there is no on disturbing me cause it will distract my attention except MSN.
Why? Because MSN got no voice bla bla-ing at my ears and I can reply them later. But of course the sounds of online and new message is quite annoying...

Tomorrow, erk... I mean tonight cause is already 2.am which means today is 20th of December, mom is organising barbecue at new house.
She invited neighbours, her siblings and bro friends. Mine?
I did not invited as I think it is not a big deal. I don't know why mom is organising barbecue.

Talking bout new house. We went to Ikea to bought some furniture and assemble it on Friday.
Only me and my dad assemble. Don't thinks that my dad is disable and he can't do anything.
He did help me a lot in assembling the couches and glass shelf.
We did not manage to done it all because we did not take our lunch but only breakfast and dad need to work at night.
3 hours to done 2 seated couch, foot stop (don't know what does it called) and one glass shelf.
The glass shelf took quite long time because it is damn heavy and I'm quite hungry at that time.
The next day, mom say do not assemble the left over furniture because according to uncle from neighbour says our bedroom paint got problem and need to fix.
I did not manage to find the "cacat-ness" =-=
Adui... Now need to wait again.
Guess will be moving in next month.

Ahh, 5 days left for Christmas... Going 1U soon to buy present!!!
On 25, a day with hubby. 26, will half day with Mandy for window shopping and dinner.
Then next month, shopping with her for CNY clothes.
Yay~

*the end*

Hangout day...

Receive a call today from someone who is trying to trick me using Christine phone.
Unfortunately, she failed to do so... xD
You guys can't trick me, yo... I still remember your voice although it has been almost 2years we did not met.

Well, 4 of us, Kelvin, Kimberly and Christine went to Desa Park City for drinking session.
We do talk about schooling times, where Kelvin reminds me that I was holding my pencil case to defense my chest from a bunch of girl which is perverted. xD
My schooling time is kinda perverted that's why Christine's brain is corrupted.
Told her to use anti virus but she never listen to me. =P
Kelvin's breast is swollen after Kimberly punch him. Maybe~
She never have a good feeling towards other guys except her boy. LOL

We got our girls talk session over Kimberly's place after Kelvin left us due to her sister birthday.
It's been a long time that I did not step into her house. Can't even recall when was the last time.
Anyway, thanks for the laughing session too which makes me keep laughing...

Anyway, when we'll be hanging out again??? Soon??? =3
Kimberly having her exam right now so, I wanna wish her all the best.
Good luck yea~~~
And also enjoy your 'eat wind' at Beijing. xD

Love ya'll!!

*the end*

A little arguement about FOOTBALL

Amanda says:
...
i can try to sleep wat
=-=
jersey nice to wear meh?
felt like if wear it will hot
then i buy one as my sleepwear

Ariz says:
later i'll buy u chelsea one
><><

Amanda says:
see
i chose
BECAUSE IT IS REDDDDDD
in color
why no pink one?

Ariz says:
got otherssss whatt
arsenal
bayern munich

Amanda says:
dun wan

Ariz says:
liverpoolllll

Amanda says:
the logo not nice
dun wan arsenal

Ariz says:
zaragonzaaaa

Amanda says:
no lengzai
liverpool sounds gay

Ariz says:
ac milan
arsenal got lotsa lengzaiii la

Amanda says:
zaragonzaaa sounds game's coin

Ariz says:
full of lengzaaii
happyyyyy

Amanda says:
no

Ariz says:
u choose man utd for what

Amanda says:
MU white
logo nice

Ariz says:
there more gay there inside man utd

etc etc etc....

Ariz says:
3 timeeeee

Amanda says:
sweet enuf?
like tat
fine
bb
no i dun wan
merajuk d
30times
then i'll consider to forgive u
xD
30!!!!
fine
herng

Ariz says:
i used 30 time energy

Amanda says:
you owe me 30kiss

Ariz says:
so its mean 30 kiss

Amanda says:
got interest
5% per day

Ariz says:
walao weii

Amanda says:
=)
baibai
nite
oink oink

Ariz says:
then u owe me
100 kiss

Amanda says:
i din
since when i owe u

Ariz says:
just now ah

Amanda says:
oooooo, wanna kira with me
dun wan fren me because i chose mu
fne you 100

Ariz says:
u know i very hate man u

Amanda says:
100+30=130

Ariz says:
u simply chooose man utd
yerrr

Amanda says:
you know i love red
is because i know MU only

Ariz says:
but there's lots more red team out thereeeeeeeeeeeeee worrrr
SELANGORR!!!
KELANTAN
SABAH
all red teammmm
singpore
also

*talk thru microphone*

see, just because of one jersey... =-=
I chosed MU jersey and he started an arguement because of that.
Because of that, he dun wanna friend(speaks thru microphone) me.
How I know he dun like MU. =-=

*the end*

How lame is that?

Got a misscall from clinic yesterday morning but it is actually I did not pick up. =-=
I was sleeping, that's why =)
So I realised it is my time for my second vaccination, Hepatisis A.
Till now, my arm still pain because of it. =(

Well, yesterday night reunion was kinda disappointing.
Less than what I expected. Lots of them 'ffk'.
Anyway, without them we can enjoy ourselves there at Times Square.
For more picture, go to my Facebook and check it out at Friends Album.
Little kid is Jessica's (middle) bro.
Mandy, one of my bestie... *hearts*

See what I bouht from S&J yesterday.

Daniel and Hello Kitty.

The middle one is Hello Asumi. LOL....

Nah, is my cat, Asumi.

Fatty. xD

Well, Kitty will says 'I love you' when she kissed Daniel.

Sweet right??? =P

After hanging out with them, Mandy, Jessica and Hong Kit, I went to Concorde Hotel to find my dad.

Actually dad suppose to pick me up but his charity dinner is not over yet.

He's having charity dinner over there. It was organized by Datuk Sharifah Aini and also Anuar Zain and Adibah Noor.

So I say I wait for him at Starbucks.

Got myself one of my favourite, Mocha Frappucino and get 2chops for one cup.

How nice of him. ^^

Then dad text me asked me to take a cab to Concorder Hotel.

I don't know that I can take monorail to there which only cost me RM1.60.

So I took a cab. COST ME RM15. WTF.

"Slash chicken" ah this taxi driver. Took me go KLCC, go 'makan angin'.

What makes me worry is, he's bringing me further and further till I see a road sign written "KLIA Airport". @@

I text my dad with his car plate number just for incase I'm missing. T-T

Once after that, we took some picture at the maind entrance.

Big snowman and mini snowman.

Daddy....

Me....
Almost forget, I bought dark chocolate for my cousin sis upcoming birthday.

I don't know what to get for her so I just bought chocolate instead of accessories.

Okay, another add on list is Alvin and The Chipmunks. =D

Then have to prepare some Christmas give for my sisters, babes, brothers and never forget my hubby~

Going out next year(January) with Mandy for shopping session right after she get her pays out. Can't wait to shop with her. ^-^

Gonna buy a heel or maybe a wedge, shirts, pants. etc etc. Arghhh!!!! But all only can wear for Chinese New Year. =-=

Oh yes.... My hair is getting longer~ ^-^

And today is bored! BORED BORED BORED. Bro went to sing K and why am I not following? Coz only 3 of them. Not fun. =-= And they probably drink beer too. So?

Goodbye.

Miscellaneous 002

This time, went to clean the yard outside the house. =-=
Not getting body ache but my left arm and my palms is in pain. T-T
After almost done, I went back home at 7.30p.m coz I am soooo hungry so I cook rice and ate honey star then take my shower.
Then back to online waiting for him to back home too.
While waiting, again bro ask me go for L4D2. =3
I rejected because hubby went emo coz I played on Tuesday till 3.30a.m.
But bro say they booked 4tables include mine. =-=
So I have to eventho I did not tell hubby about it but I went home early!!!

I did not write about the 'journey' in the game.
There are 4of us which is bro, Valeno, bro's colleague and I.
Of course, I can say that I'm the noob amongst them. =-=
But till last Tuesday, ngek ngek ngek.., I level up d. xD
Better than previous.
WTH, bro ask us to use Katana to kill ghost, no gun unless 'special' attack us.
Before that, pipe bomb was the first which we keep using.
Bro got angry when his colleague and Valeno keep throwing pipe bomb and bro throwed molotov towards their pipe bomb so he got the highest rank in killing infected zombies.
Me? Holding sauce pan at the first kill 2 idiots zombies. Now I prefer Katana wherever I go. Better than Rifle AK-47.
Using katana to slash zombie can triple kill. Once you slash, their head is off to ground. =D
But of course not in expert mode unless you use the boomer's puke.
What is the funniest part, bro used cheat and spawned a witch in safety room.
WTF, I ran out and bro colleague so stupid asked "Eh, why safety room got witch one?!"
Then he got attacked. =-=
They keep spawning witches and oil till the games lagggg.
Valeno got shocked by witch which is just infront of him while his face turning into bro monitor screen and ask where is the witch.
Bro laughed at me because I used sauce pan in the earlier. =-=
Yesterday we played Vs Mode with his buddies.
VS mode is fun. I get to spit, jump over someone's back.
I prefer using Jockey, Boomer and Charger. xD
Bro is going to buy the game back today so we don't have to go cyber cafe anymore but no more supper at cyber d. =(
Eh, you guys played d?
Argghhhh!!! I wanna play now... =(

Today dream is weird. =S
It look so reality to me but I don't think in real life, we can be like the dreams.
The 'we' is not pointed to hubby, it's a girl. Psst, is not lesbian thingy lar. YER

Well, I'm home alone today.
For those who knows me, you don't have to read this one. xD
I'll sometimes went emo then cried.
Yesssshhh, I am a crying baby. =-=
Don't ever ask me to watch touching story or whatever is sad, I'll cry.
I can cry in less than 1minutes. @-@

Tomorrow going Times Square for my school reunion which organize by me.
Is actually my long lost friend, erm, not kinda lost for a long time la. Almost 5years like he said.
So I invite almost all 2007 graduates schoolmates out. =)
I don't know how many of them will show up, but hopefully it will be a memorable day for us.
So I'm planning to buy some X'mas gift for CHRISTMAS!!
Well, I bought bro a chocolate d but I haven't told him.
Hubby's present... I don't know what to buy. =(
This comes a headache when you don't know what to buy for your loved one. =-=
Aiyayaiyayai....
Will round all the stores looking for a perfect give for him. Nyu~~~~

Lately I've been keep ignoring friend request from strangers.
I just don't like when peoples keep adding you just to increase their friends popularity.
What so nice about that?
After approving them, they did not even say 'HI' to you.
Leaving them in friend list annoys me alot.
Thinking they just adding me not getting to know who am I.
Somemore some of the fucking idiot which they added you and ask "Who are you?"
I have written so much about me in the Details, why don't they even read it?!
Those peoples are BLIND.
Now I erased everything about me, wasting my time ask you guys to read.

Upcoming birthday, Ally.
Wish you Happy Birthday yo~~~
Wonder if hubby gave you the gift from me. =-=
Hope you like it after receiving it.
Especially for the others girls.
Sorry if guys don't have coz I don't know what to give since I don't understand BOY. =P

x-x
I miss him so much...

Lately I've turn off one of my phone.
It is very annoying that keep telling me that my accumulated charges been exceeded 50%/80%.
Like I give a damn.
You should inform the MAIN LINE, NOT SUB-LINE, YOU NUGGET!
There is no use that you trying to call me to pay coz I did not even use it!
You should call the one which use it more than I did.
Why the fuck is he did not paying the damn bills?!
I wanted to cut off the line but if I did that, I have to see his face. Nah, just let it be.
Don't wanna see his face also. He hurt my eyes~~

The end.

Woke up this morning by hubby text, thanks to him because I was in the middle of stupid dream.
Is my second time I got this type of dream.
First dream is, hubby say he dont't wan me. Means abandon me.
Second, he is holding another girl's hand. =-=
Maybe because of this dream, I got headache.
So I went so moody today.

After I took my lunch, I went to clean up my house as mom told me to.
She ask me to clean upstair but I clean whole house because I was in a bad mood and emo her.
Emo her coz she did not seperate those key makes me drove twice go and return for key.
Tho it was not far away, only tooks me 3minutes to walk and 1minute to drive but I still don't like the whole bunch of key being..... Aih, don't know how to explain. =-=

Tomorrow gonna body ache coz of house cleaning today.
I wash every part of the floor including wall.
Wee, is it possible I drop 1kg for doing house work? =P

Okay, back from shopping at Jusco Supermarket.
Was about to buy A4 paper which is thick type but seems that don't have any assistant there to quote the price so I put it back and walk away.
Kinda pissed off because it is only 8.30p.m and all promoter GONE.
WTF!!! Went to be snake d. =-=
Wasting my time waiting them for half an hour.

After I walk away, went inside supermarket look for shampoo.
Oh my god, I forget to buy biscuit. =-=
I only bought shampoo, honeystar, koko crunch, car fragrance, leather seat polisher and milk.
Lame, the milk costs me RM10 for 2.
I remember last time I bought for only RM7.

Pity hubby got extanded for another 10days at KK.
Now, he is putting off about it.
Sorry for asking you to continue your internship :(
I though it would be better if you finish it up but it turns out you are not happy when you're having your internship there.

Bro just show me a video clip of his 2colleagues.
LOL.
The girl hit that guy like mad.
Bro say hit him and she really did.
She beat that guy damn hard wei. LOL
That guy is so gentlement letting her to beat.
Punching bag?
Maybe I should be friend with him till then when I'm emo, he's my punching bag. xD

Well, gotta go now.
Prepare L4D2 later. =P
If XBox edition is out, I'll be damn happy for that.
=D

Sleep tight sayang. Love you.
Mwah~

Things for today...

Dang....
I can't online since last night till now. Fuck my line. =-=
Make me looks like an idiot for the whole day doing nothing. (credit to dad, say I look like sohai without i'net)

Yesterday went Rasta with Jessica, Iris and hubby.
Well, we got our shesha session... =3
I went out is also because of emo hubby.
Thanks to Iris and Jessica for accompanying me. =) *hearts*

Yesterday booked 4pm time at Adonis and they switch to a bigger space at Selayang Mall.
It's bigger, better, nicer and COOLER.
Damn cold after I switch my clothe.
They changed the tube dress into dark blue, think so.
Done another to-do list.
What next?
My schoolmates reunion.
Wondering how many of them will attend....
Yesterday I just text Mandy about it and she's coming. ^^

Going to move out soon.
Till then, I'm gonna having a little barbecue. =)
Not going to invite lotsa ppl.
Just below 5? xD
Nah, think about it later.
On 24, dad say wanna invite relatives come over for barbecue also. =-=
So I just take 31.

Tomorrow gonna be busy day for me.
Have to mop the new house by MYSELF, then go Jusco to buy daily use things.
I also don't know what to buy. =-=

I've gotten fat d... =_=
Everyday stay at home, stopped tennis training and keep eating.
Someone must be laughing or smiling after reading this. =-=

Just cut my fingernails again but not all. =P
Buffer it tomorrow as I'm sooooo lazy right now.

Alright, that's all for now.
Bye.

There you go, again

I wish I'm a Muay Thai player so I can go to the practice hall and kick some punching bag over there.
I can't just sit here and releasing my anger at MY BLOG!
Typing it is not helping as I need PUNCHING more than TYPING.
I don't wanna eat any chocolate to makes me feels better.
I just don't understand. I don't even want to share my feeling here.
I just type a few words here and I backspaced all of it.
It's not I wanted to hid my feeling.

Aih, just can't help myself stop thinking bout chocolate and the text.
Guess I'll just have a little pieces of the chocolate. Still, I need a punching bag!

(T-T) I wanted to cry but I just can't so I just use an emoticon to show some of my expression.
Why isn't it raining!?!?

I've tried to understand you so that I wouldn't blame you being like that.
Yes, you are childish.
Still, I'm in love with you.S

I realise that blogging is not helping me.
I NEED PUNCHING BAG!
Bring me out, let me shout.
If only the Chivas inside the room is mine so I can drink it all and sleep well with nothing bothering me.

Well, I need to make appointment again.
It's been 1month++ I did not go for facial treatment.
Adonis, Adonis, Adonise.
Old staff gone, new staff came.
I wish I can trust their skill cause they look kinda 'junior' to me.
Oh my, guess I have to try to sleep now.
Not in the mood sharing my feeling today.
Please don't ask what happen to me after anyone of you read this.
Else, you'll see a bitter gourd face.

Miscellaneous 001

Yesterday night went to visit the new house and I can't believe it look much better after renovation.
Before, it looks like a haunted house. LOL
After, it looks like a vacation house to me. I just can't wait to move in there as soon as possible. =3

Well, what can I say? Now is December and the last month of 2009.
So, what I have done in this year??
Attend grandpa's funeral, take LCC, Business English level 2 and MYOB exam, stopped EB level 3, bumps up into a new love life again, 2vacations, clubbing and too much to be listed. =-=
Phew, what a hard life. xD
Okay, last month of the year 2009. Any plan?
Invite me, k?

Yesterday mom asked me why I always hang out and have fun.
I asked mom to switch the position with me.
Let me work and she sit infront of the pc 24/7 and cannot go out so often, HOW DOES IT FEEL?!
That's why I need to hang out with friends la. You want me to stayed at home for 24/7 and got lotsa dust on spidey web on my head???
That is not a LIFE!!! T-T
So then, she stopped. =P

I've update some of my friend's link.
Feels free to drop by too. ^-^

Bored for today as I'm not going to help my mom work cause late d...
And I'm lazy too for a suddent, I slept at 6 on that day! My time all mess up d.
Now I'm still so sleepy after getting full rest.

Just watched a video which posted by a friend, it said that a korean guy singing Mariah Carey-Touch My Body.
I thought in Korean Version but it turns out to be a joke. I can't stop laughing at it. Not I wanna tease or whatever it is but I think someone edited the lyric makes me laugh.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=1210372574009&ref=nf

I can't stop thinking bout shesha since yesterday.
As Lih Ching date me go for shesha at Hartamas and I rejected it due to mom request ask me to bring her out. =-=
*&^%$#@
Fine, just the other time bah~

I went to view Rachel's blog yesterday and she's sharing some of her favorite things too!
Firstly, magazines and second is, NAIL POLISH.
Nice~~ *hearts*
Okay, I need to save up my pocket money to go shopping after X'mas. *drooling face*
Can't wait for it.
Who wanna join!!?!?!?

I was supposed to be following my parent back to mom's hometown but she cancel it jus not because my aunt, mom's sis can't go back due to some problem.
Another boring day for me but not after this month!!
Have to start study next year. Still, back to study life.
I can say study life is better than working.
Tho I hate exam. =-= and ACCOUNTS.

I just realise some people do collect Absolut ads.
Hey, the bottles are so B-E-A-UTIFUL!
And I'm going to start collecting the bottle. Soon, my room will be full of Absolut's bottle. Don't come over my room and ask for drinks coz it's empty. Don't be silly. xD
Now having a little chat with my little bro, Xiao Hei. Asked him when he's coming KL again so I can 'tumpang' him to buy some. =P
Since I got to know that buy from there is much cheaper than here, so.... *giggles*
He still wanna blame me for going KK did not visit him. =-=
He's the one claiming that sitting for SPM, so I can't ask him out.
Pelupa... bah... xD
Why is it Sabah citizen say bah alot. Now even hubby keep bah bah bah like a goat. xD Joking~~

Ahhh, bored.... Just know that Rachel is not feeling well.
Get well soon yea~~ Take care... *hugs*

Cheated...

Okay... I still thinks that I got cheated by a bunch of people which holding some sort of paper and some gifts.

Firstly, I managed to ignore because I told them that I'm busy. Yay me.

Second, it's because of ARIZ REDZA stopped by listen to them, I got dragged along too.

@#$%^&*

This guy say I don't have to pay, just need my name and signature.

So, I just write my name and sign it, wtf. Ask for money wei. =-=

I wanted to write RM10, since most of it written there RM10 but this guy ask me to pay more just to get a fucking cow head toothbrush holder.

I asked for Hello Kitty head, they DON'T HAVE IT!! GRRR....

What make s me more piss off is, ARIZ REDZA PAY RM10 only wei!!!

#$%^&*

See, that makes me feel I got cheated 20bucks for this stupid souvenir!
Not cute at all!!!!

Beware of them when you trying to go Times Square from Sungei Wang. =-=

That guy say he's there ALWAYS.

Try to avoid them!!!

I went to TS yesterday is because of him and also I want to know that is Very Thai restaurant still exist. xP

Yes, still exist but did not get to try the meal.

Walk around TS, bought some Japanese snacks and have my dinner. *hungry*

Bought MeltyKiss Choco for bro as X'mas present. =3

Bought Hello Panda Choco Biscuit and Milk biscuit for myself.

Hubby bought Hello Panda for his sis.

What else did I missed? Guess nothing.

We went to Vivo to have our dinner. Nice... =)

I get myself a set of fish pasta ( I forget the name) and Mocha drinks.

Ariz, Beef Lasagna and Chocolate Marshmallow bla bla bla... =-=

He was so headache bout getting meatball pasta or lasagna or salmon.

If he get salmon instead of lasagna, he might be showing off at Hafiz because it's Hafiz favorite.

So mean right?

Meet up with 3 of his friends, I can't really remember their name.

Sorry for that.

Hafiz tagged me in one of his latest picture, actually hubby showed me yesterday. COOL.

He cut his hair. @@

What happen??? LOL...

His comment from friends, all seems to be shocked.

Anyway, look so innocent!! =3

Hubby went to Pangkor Island this morning 3a.m, think so...

I were still at Sungei Wang outside helping my mom. =-=

I'm so tired which I'm falling asleep at the table. LOL

Raining heavily caused us can't get home earlier so we waited till 4a.m. and mom decided to rush back home.

Yes, get to play with rain and all my pant got wet. =-=

So I have to shower in the middle of 5a.m.

Get to sleep at 6.

Upside down d... People woke up at 6, I sleep at 6.

Mom asking me to help again this Saturday. LOL

So?? Decide later. =P

Again... I still thinks that I got cheated 20bucks for cow's head and Jacob is HOT!

=P

I've tried... *speechless*

I try to hold my tears, not allowing it to flow down to my cheeks.
You say you understand but you still cannot accept the fact.
I try to hang out with you as much as I can, it's not that I don't want to.
You say I don't like to hang out with you, what makes you think that?
I try to hold my anger, but at last I release it by kicking my blanket and bolster.
You say I emo, yeah I am but I try not to let it make myself sad nor depressed.

I really don't know what to do...
It makes me feel I'm not the good one for you and I believe it is true.
It makes me feel that I'm torturing you, making your life miserable.

You still don't understand my difficulties, don't you?
I'm not like others of your friend. Can chill with you anytime.
I can hang out with my bro at late night because he is my bro.
Parent feels ok with that but not to back home late.
Friends are different because they don't even know you.
How can they possible to trust someone which they don't know?
It's useless for me to say all these things.







*I want to be like others too.*

I need a break?

Woke up at 8a.m this morning as cousin sis phone rang, not mine.
Wanted to sleep back but I just cant so I lay on my bed for 15minutes till only I went for shower. Always my living style... =-=
Done my shower and I tried to wake bro up but he just can't. Always a pig too.

What a hot sunny day we reach the first destination and also the second destination.
Wore a dress because bro asked me too.
I don't wear dress if only there's a prom. Fine, since he ask for it then I just wear it.
Till then, there's another girl having photoshoot too. Wee~
Tho we did not talk much but we're having great time. Nice meeting here and I added her in my Facebook. =)
She changed her outfit which is also a dress but mine different.
Bro say she bring extra outfit so I bring a short and a t-shirt.
Yea, such a lame, I know but I don't know bro asking for another dress mah!
Pity bro have to carry our bags all morning. Haha~~

Damn hot wei...
We sitted at Desa Park City which is our secnd photoshoot place to have a rest.
There's two guys killing big beetle just for fishing.
So cruel larh!!! They claims that 'ikan haruan' love it.
What is 'ikan haruan' I also don't know.
We leave there because we're hungry. =S
I went back home to have my lunch then bro and the another gir don't know go where to have their lunch.

Suddenly, mom asked me to do plenty of 'dog' for her to sell it.
Ngeh, then I do it for whole day and some X'mas tree too so she won't bugs me for that.
Now she's not bugging me d~ Yay!

Emo.. Why?
No idea... Not me.

Just came back from cyber cafe. Guess what, I played Left 4 Dead 2 again... ^-^

Dad say my cat just gt molested just now by a male cat. LOL
Pity her... x-x
Still very funny to me. Haha... Yes, I'm mean. =P

Hubby being so emo after since he came back here. =(
I don't even know how to 'pujuk' him... Aih... *heartbroken*
Sorry again for can't being 24/7 by your side. =(

Tired, tired and TIRED

Last night I can't even have a good night sleep.
I've been rolling over my own bed for almost 4hours only I can sleep.
Went to my bedroom at 2a.m++ and I got to sleep at almost 6.
Nice right? Are not!
Keep rolling over my bed and trying to get a sleep and it's... *speechless*

Now I'm feeling kinda weird.
Usually I took more than 4tablets medicine, my hand got shaky but this time, more than 5 and no response. =-=
Miracle. xD
Thanks I did not get any throat cancer.
I made my mind to see doctor is because that I've been sore throat for a week and I surf net about throat cancer and I almost got all the symptoms occur in me.
So I better go check up before I lose my voice.

Christine got cheers up by me as she was listed at the top list in friends for my previous post. So she tag me along in hers too.
Well, what to say? 12years friendship is not easy to end up nor be replaced by others. I still remember how we got met up and you were so friendly to me as I were so shy sitting alone there. =3

Yesterday went for second check up as Dr.Wong ask me to. =-=
Good news is, it's getting better but the coughing... Aih...
If take a good care of my eating habit, at least I cough for 4 days and worse is 7days.
I hate coughing. Make my tears flow down as it was really really SUFFERING!!!

Today hang out with emo guy, Ariz... Keep capturing my photo and bit my ear. =-=
I hate you. Nah~ Never hate you unless you make me piss off again!
Pity you today... Because of lazy, you did not eat and you lost appetite at the end.
Sleepy because yesterday hang out till this morning? Pity you~~ Don't curi curi drink the Bacardi k? Later become sober on the next day to your trip. xD

I gotta go now. Tomorrow have to wake up damn early at 7 to prepare myself to follow bro to his photoshooting day. =-=
Why did I agree to follow? Lame~
Goodnight~~~