College's Life

Being a student study at college which is the journey quite far distance from house is really tiring.
But, because of my parent working hard to afford my study fees, transportation, meal, shelter and so on, I have to be patience.
I know they are so tired after spending so much on new house which monthly expenditure is increasing.
I do not wanted them to disappointed after for wasting lots of money on me.

I do my assignment as much as I can... I will not ignored them like how I did at my previous course.
After the result, I realise I am being a jerk for wasting their money.
I should have tell mom I don't like that course at all.
No matter how tired I am, I must still go on. =)
I chose the path, so no-one to be blamed.

I just realised that I am easily affected by others people feeling especially someone really closed to me.
If they're angry, my mood goes the same way but worsen.
So what I'm trying to do is getting worse, not better.
I have to calm down myself but not in a day, more than that.
I am still being cold to whoever.
Should I go for a temper management?
Nah, I am not that bad, right?

I think I have change a lot.
After moving to new house which there is only me and my brother and also after moving to a college which dicipline is the first and wearing formal and uniform.
I learned to be independent, but mom still sending maid over here.
But, I tidy up my own bed and clean up my cutleries which I have used.
Although I am still not into sweeping the house because I got no time for these yet, but soon I have to do so.
I am less to night tea session on weekdays and I look kinda matured in formal attire. =-=
Which makes me feel that I am getting older day by day.

Alright, don't think that I did not do my assignment and I came for blogging stuf or Facebooking.
I done 3 of my assignments and there is 3 left which is 2 is group assignment and 1 is solo.
I think so.
Tomorrow will ask Ophelia about it. I am kinda mess up.
Some briefting with groupmate soon about the assignment which I have prepared and let them know how to present it next week.

Arghhh, my eyes are getting more tired.
Next Saturday have to go for facial treatment because Chinese New Year is around the corner.
No-one wanna look bad on that day right??? I agree with Jessica. =)
I did not buy much new clothes for New Year because I have spend almost all my pocket money on formal attire and due to understanding of parent "beban".
I suddenly forget what does it called in English. =-=
Yes, I know. My english sucks.
Who cares? Atleast I try my best.
Back to clothes, I only got 1 tube dress, erm.... above the knee length and a shirt.
No pant... =-=
So, I need to get one pant.
No shoe? Nah.... Too much shoe. Later mom mumbles me again.
I need SANDAL wei.... =-=

I think my post for today quite long.
I should stop now, right?
Agree? Yes....
So, The End.

Wtf!

Yesterday spent almost 4hours inside the library doing and discussing assignment.
Suppose to say, I spend my time FB with my laptop at the first 2hours then only I do my English assignment.
Ophelia and Nicole went downstair to online so without wasting time, I do my assignment.

Surveying those nets and reading them, modify a little bit by bit until the end, I realise my essay is already do with the wrong information.
Given is 'What is the importance of tourism in our country', what info I did is 'What is so special of Malaysia'.
Dumbnuts. =-=

What I mean is, I list out all the special stuff bout Malaysia instead of the importance.
*&^%$#@
Damn embarassing when I realised about that. Luckily I did it before I hand it out.

Just clean up my closet because daddy complained about it. ><
Aih....
Early morning wake up, not early la. 11a.m. =P
I woke up at 8 but today is Saturday! No class!!!
So, continue on my dreamland.

Seriously, every morning have to catch the train not that easy.
Get there, I have to get sandwiches by thousand of people.
I wonder KTM can earn how many profit in a month.
Damn rich.
I think they should provide a package for student which we don't have to pay that much la.
Siao ah! RM5.20/RM5.40 per day!
We are student. How can you expect us to pay that much?!
We need to eat some more.
Not that I could not afford. You want me to pay for parking fee which RM3 some more.
WTF!
You think all parents can afford that much?!
If I am Lim Goh Tong grandchildren, that one I say nvm la.
What's wrong with KTM???
Earn not enough meh?!
What I wish is, either they stop asking for parking money or cut the half price for student.
Hello, not every citizen in Malaysia rich like KTM la. =-=

Shoot the STAR

Shoot the star shoot the star.

Eh, I'm not the star.

I'm talking bout my tattoo...

Hard to get that angle.

Don't know how many times and time I take to get this angle. =-=

Can't see my name also. Duh!!!

Sherry! Don't bite mommy shoe!!!

*itchy*

Aiyo, Sherry bit my sandal again. Now I don't have sandal to wear anymore.

Thank you la!

=-=

She wanted to bite something but we could not simply let her bite stuff otherwise she will hurt her new teeth.

So, she bite me and my sandal.

Sometime she bit her own leg. =-= How stupid. LOL

I just picked up her poo. =-=

I know it is disgusting but left it till my bro is back, that poo is becoming a STONE.

Aih, every morning have to fill up her meal. Not complaining la. Its easy. Just that she keep following me, jump on me and wanna jump into my car.

I just realised that she kinda love water.

She's inside toilet and I went to look at her coz she sounds like biting the plastic pipe.

I open the tap and let her to have some drink but her leg gone wet coz on the floor mah!

She ran out lay down on the floor when I say "Sherry, wipe your leg". LOL

Yesterday all DC and DH student went to have their thyphoid innoculation injection and collect their uniform.

So whole day, I did not entered the class.

I don't understand why they did not have enough shoe?

I did not get my shoe, out of stock. =-=

Like that also can happen.

Aiyoooooo!!

I have to do my assignment now.

Then buy new sandal and socks.

Bye.

Assignments....

It is only the 3rd day of class and there is 3assignments to do.
Oh my god. The worst is, I don't like Computer class.
So boring till I keep yourning infront of lecturer nonstop.
He gave us assignment and yet, we have to use Microsoft to do it.
Luckily we can do it in a group. Otherwise, I'm so killing myself.

Today, my heel are KILLING me.
I am in so much pain when wearing and standing for a long time.
I keep scolding myself for parking my car damn far away. =-=
I'm going to keep an extra flip-flop inside my bag.
Or I should rent a locker room at Taylor's. =D
Duhhh!!! Too late. =-=

Dang, I got stomache. =(
Maybe eat too spicy food yesterday or maybe today's lunch.
Long story bout that. =-=

I am too tired for assignment right now. T-T
But I still have to do it.
Otherwise, my time will be wasted. ><

Today, I am missing baby monster so much even tho I just hang out with him yesterday.
I keep looking around just to see him once, I don't mind if he did not see me.
Just for few second or whatever but today, is a No-No....
I did not see him at all which makes me more into him.
I keep checking on my phone whether he did text me or not.

Everyone around me look like him when they pass by.
Aww.... I wish it was him. =(

Sharry (new pet) keep barking outside now.
Don't know what she want. Maybe she's lonely???
No idea...
Owhhhh.... Now I know why. She saw dad went out, she wanna follow. =-=

I guess I should continue with my searching. =)
Bye....

Moving.... Changing....

At last, I move to new house already.
Bro brought back a Golden Retriever. =-=
Which means, I have to feed her.

Bought my formal attire this noon at One Utama with baby monster then he have to back before 6 so, I went to Jusco Metro Prima later on.
I bought a blazer and a pant at Zara costs me about RM200++, Nicole's shirt and a Carlo Rino shoe. =-=
I almost spend about RM350 for all that.

Aih... Tomorrow class is at 9 and I am going KTM alone. =-=
Gonna stuck inside the train. Aih~~~
Everyday, the same scene. =-=

*hearts* I love all those stuff I bought today except the socks.
Don't ask why.
It is just a sock and there is no reason why I should love it.
I know these sock will soon torn off because the material is SUCKS! =)
Well, gotta go now.
Take my dinner. =)

Daaa~~ Bye.

Sibeh tired....

From the first day of Orientation until class is started.
I felt like I never rest for 4days!
I did not update my FB, blog and what happen to my house I also don't know.
Mom has been cleaning up whole house till I could not find my back-pack.
Thank you, mommy... =-=

Ain't gonna dress formal for tomorrow.
I am lazy to go new house to pick up my clothes...
Actually I just went back from there but I still lazy to wear formal.
Anyway, it is an excuse that I still don't wanna dress like OL yet..
Oh ya, got my student ID and it is UGLY.
I don't like it.

Yes, I have a fatigue face right now because of waking up 6a.m in the morning, EVERYDAY!
Trying to sleep at train but everytime I almost fell asleep, something pops out of my mind.
Everyone is looking at me when I sleep. =-=
Shy ler... xD
And it is not comfortable and my bag is with me.
What if some of my belonging lost?
T-T

I met a lot of new friends at Taylor but it turns out that they're not in the same group with me.
Well, it is ok for me.
I will try to make new friends in my group tho I am not that good in sociable.

Looks like my blog got some 'cat fight'.
Sorry that I brings up some misunderstanding... ><
As I was not intend to get anyone into an arguement.
Hope both of you can calm down and relax, kay?
Again, I am very sorry that I bring both of you into an arguement.

Well, I should sleep right now although it is only 8p.m.
Seriously... I am tired.
Tomorrow gotta get out from house at 6.
I missed train and late to my very first class.
Ha-ha... =-=

Bye guys... Sorry if I forgotted that we got any dates..
Hope you understand me yea.... =)
Love ya'll!!

My favourite

Haha, this color caught my eyes because baby monster's scooter were in light blue.

I prefer the color which is darker because it is more nicer.

Wow.... Harley Davidson? I don't know. xD

1st row : So called Harley Davidson in medium size

2nd row : So called Volkswagen

Aren't they look so cute?!?!?! =3

Mom got me mini Vespa...

Now i got both Vespa. Gonna put inside my car later.... =3

Want to own one??? Let me know. I'm selling it. xP

Serious!!

Shut your mouth

I don't like those people who just know hiding at the back talking bad bout people.
Well, first of all, I don't wanna go into this girl as I heard some of her story kinda pathethic.
So thinking she was just having fun on teasing and I don't have any angry feelings.
The teasing words are not quite negative to me so I forget about it.

Till recently, her word start causing fire in me.
Doesn't she knows that everyone do have their own limitation of anger?
Using me to cause people get mad of you, is that an entertainment of yours?
Ends up you acting like a good girl and get some attention.

Don't you know that your behave like a kid?
No, it is worst than a kid.
Even a kid knows how to respect.
Did you ever learn how to respect people?
If you want someone to respect you, LEARN to respect people first.

You might find it is fun to be on your way, you might not know how people thinks bout you.
They might laugh with you and soon they will leave you.
Why?
You judge bout people, soon or later you will judge them too.
Grow up please.

Please do not 'step on my tail' if I did not step yours.
So shut the fuck up.

Everything ends with a tear drops

It has become a disaster.
Nightmare become reality.
After since I put so much effort and keep telling myself to hold on tight and the outcome is tears...
What is my sin?
It is not a punishment, it's torturing...

It's been a lot of time even reach the limit of my anger, I still keep on what I promised.
Yea, maybe I hurt you a lot...
But what I say is what I meant.

Maybe it is just because of my "not giving up" in the arguement which I wanted to be win ehich also point that I am Right.
Never less you behave like a kid but at the end I got angry with myself why is it always a small arguement turns up to be a war?

No matter what I say, you will never change your mind.
No matter how I begged for you to return, the answer is no and a yes for her.

I got nothing to say yet I lost my direction.
I wish I never wake up because I have to start a new day without you.
Even if I wakes up this morning, I hope it was just a dream.
But reality is reality....

If you're not important to me, I will never try to stay awake just to reply your text.
If you're not important, I will not wake up in the middle of the night just to know you're home.
If you're not important, I will not hold on tight till you say "it's over".

I never break my promises. You're not my side dish but you're my restaurant.
You're important than anything else but you can't feel it.
I never ever lie to you except L4D2 game.
You're not a spare tyre as you are the car.
I never cheated you.

There is always an arguement will happen no matter how much you loved them.
You keep cursing yesterday, I did not even wanted to talk to you because I never cursed you before.

I'm hating myself for loving you.

If only I can go back to 10th January 2010, 6p.m.

Everything is I do is worthless...
I thought everything will be fine after half an hour like you say to me.
Wish I can turn back but seems like you end it up with mean word calling me stranger, cursing me and asked me to get a life.

You are the one who giving up on me.
You letting it go without my willingly.
I wanted to text you just now but I am afraid.
I've lose you now.
I could not afford another pain.



Hope you'll found someone better soon.
and a goodbye is always that hurt.

Blames to be blame

There is nothing else I can say...

I do not need any shoulder neither someone to talk to.

I need to be on my own.

Currently lost of direction.

There is only blames to be blamed on myself.

Life still goes on no matter what

Last few days went to my new house to put my stuff.
I packed a lot of stuff and I realised I got thousand of unwanted stuff. =-=
Including my ex certificate.
Wtf is that cert doing in my closet?!
Okay, ignore it and back to my story.

2 cheerleading trophies and a stupid singing patriotic song competition. =-= Forgot lyric still can get 3rd place.
5 medals too which is for Sport days.

See? A bunch of Kitties...

This was my special Kitty collection. =D
2 of them were given by hubby and 1 of them were given by Shawn and Rachel. Hohoho~






Went to pay my term fees yesterday and went shopping after that.
Woke up late as my alarm did not snooze me up. Stupid phone. Damn "au-ta".
Went to 1U later to watch movie, The Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus".
Quite boring movie to me. Don't know why.
Before heading movie, bought 2 clothes.
Arghhh... I should have bring more money. *&^%$#*

1 month left will be celebrating Chinese New Year.
You can listen to Chinese New Year song when you pass by night market/shopping and also your neighbour. LOL
I remember Christmas still few days away and my neighbour start playing Chinese New Year song. LOL
They can't wait to celebrate it. Ahahaha...
Soon will be mommy turn. Early morning blast song. What song? Chinese New Year song.
=P

Dumbnuts!

Okay....
Well, dated hubby at 6something but I just manage to go out at 7 because took too much time on preparing myself. =-=
Kinda lazy to go out when I saw the weather was kinda bad but I still intend to go out.
You know, dated him but 'ffk' him at later, he can emo me whole day.
I'm not good into pujuk things so it took me a long time to talk to him.

So, his friend, Azraai is coming along since he is with Ariz... I don't mind tho...
We headed to Wangsa Maju Jusco to have my dinner. I'm so hungry...
Nando's!!! =D
Well, bla bla bla and makan je la... =-=

Then back to Gombak, drop down Azraai, dunno why... So we headed don't know where outside Gombak.
I saw Fun Fair!!!!!
It's been ages I did not step into that place!
Asked Ariz see whether he wanna go or not he say ok.
I can't believe that he did not say it is GAY!
Apparently, he invites me to play something excited there. Spinning thing dunno what does it called.
So, it is quite fun tho I keep cursing nonstop. =-=
And also say I hate him. Why? Because I will siao later if play this and I want it more and more.
But one round is enough la...

We balik Gombak again and went mamak stall for tea... Thirsty..
Then.... Habis makan, raining... Balik time.
*the end of my dating story*

Now I'm half blogging, half L4D2 of Facebook. =-=
Damn lame!!! and make me keep cursing for killing me.
F**king shit. Serious!
Bought shotgun and katana to kill them.
3rd stage mati teruk. =-= because got no mouse.
Need mouse la... =-=
Continue my L4D2.
I beh song if I don't pass the stage!

Duh~

Special wish to my dearest Alan~

Special day for Alan...

The birthday boy of the night. (it is actually 2/1/10)

We went to Ampang look out point to celebrate it.

See, he look so smart. =)

See how surprise when the restaurant't light turn off, suddenly waiter holding birthday cake with a loud birthday song.

Is not only him got shock, even us were like (....)

I almost shouted because I'm kinda afraid of dark and can't see clearly.

Thanks to Christine because before the light is off, she asked me : "Sue, what if suddenly this place out of electricity?"

And then "puff"!

Before I shouted, luckily there's disco light turn off with birthday song.

Budak yang paling bahagia sekali.

It is not fed by girl, but is boy.

That's why his expression look like this.

Pay bill time.

The food is nice but lots of people there. ><

But I'm ok lar... Get to eat my favorite Lamb Chop. =)

They do serve it nice and delicious. Unlike another place.

Expensive + NOT delecious!

Not forgotten, also Happy Belated Birthday to Jeffrey~

I wish him on the day but I still wanna wish him here. ^-^

Mom was trying to clear the room.

She told me this was her present from her friends when she was a child.

You know la, last time people used to be poor then become rich now.

She don't wanna throw it away because she love it.

Casio brand leh... Still can be use also. Geng ah!

Need to clear my room very soon as I'm moving to new house soon.

Aih, mom like can't wait that I'm going to move out.

She keep urging me to pack my things and say that : "You can sleep there d since done assembling the furniture. I'll took your mattress to there."

See??!? =-=

Nvm, I will try to furnished my room as fast as possible and wait for internet line only then I move to there.

=D

Sorry for updating lotsa things today. Make you guys need to read a lot! Sorry~