Days & nights

thinking when will I be able to look at you secretly. thinking when will I be able to watch the sunrise and sunset together with you. thinking when will I be able to count the star with you. thinking when will I be able to cuddle with you. there's so much thing I would like to do with you. I wish those day will come and I'll be smiling and say it is worth. :) there is no word to describe how badly I missed you right now.

Sleepless night

Bolster not helping me to sleep well tonight.😞 My throat is feeling so itchy inside out. I wish I have a pair of wings so I could fly up to the sky until I'm sleepy. Or maybe fly to some places where I could have a peek on him. Nahh, human doesn't have any wing and it is impossible. Well, mom thought that I am a drinker this afternoon while having lunch together. She don't know me. I don't drink. Even if I'm drinking too much, it's either I'm having a bad day or I don't wanna waste that extra beer. Anyway, beer sucks.😠 Suffer from vomiting when celebrating friend's birthday at Overtime. We had a barrel of starker lager beer and nobody drinks it. Everyone have one glass, me and Christine have to clear up and I drank the most.😠 Seriously, that's was the fucked up moment in my life. I'm aware of what I'm doing but I just couldn't stop my emotion. I cried because I'm in pain that I couldn't vomit those beer out from my body. No more beer please except Savanna Dry. My favorite beer.☺ Anyway, still got 2 and a half hour before my alarms rang. Tis is it. Another 2 cups of white coffee to make me stay awake. But did not pass by Oldtown later. Nescafé perhaps? Been thinking to have another tattoo but I don't know where and what to add-on. Koi fish? Dandelion? Next to star or back of my shoulder? Mom asked me to help out her to work during holiday. I got a month holiday, minus out the day I work with her which are 20 days, so I have 10 days holiday left. Better than nothing, better than staying at home. But I'm feeling lazy. Lol.... But I have to because Kakak went back Indonesia for her Hari Raya with family. Oh yea, talking bout celebrating season... Next year couldn't spend Chinese New Year with family.....😔 I'm having internship from January to March. I don't know where to have my placement. Still stuck.... Where should I go? Somewhere far far away from KL... WHERE?😱😱😱 Wow, I'm typing the longest post for this year. Hahaha😄 Well, I've been driving quite recklessly these few weeks. Sigh... Should stop this otherwise it will become a habit to me or I'm dead.😲 Sick sick sick.😷 I'm so weak. Hate medicine but not the doctor. Am afraid of medicine because they made my hand shaky. Insomnia at night. Well, I hate to see the number of medicine I have to consume. Antibiotic, ewwww.....👎 Disgusted by its taste.👎 Cough cough cough.😷 I'm still coughing. This is sucks. I hate those coughing syrup from clinic. It taste awfull till I lost my appetite. Sleepy at the day but not night. Well, I hate medicine!😡 Bluek!! 😖 Ciaoz.

sick

see, even though I'm sick, I still can be crazy. and my appetite is getting bigger! I'm so hungry right now!!!! omnomnomnom!!!! I wanna eat roti planta, fried chicken, asam laksa (nmm yummy!!!), Tom yam, etc etc. omg!!!!!!!!!! kill me please!!!!

Tuesday

while awaiting Christine in Student Life Centre at my own uni since her class is until 2 at Inti.

While awaiting, get myself a noob photo? Haha.... Couldn't smile coz there's is so many people playing fusbal in front of me. I miss playing fusbal but no kaki. Erk... I'm stuck for now.. Hehe... Bye

bored

while waiting for him to reply, this is what i do. lol

Randomly blog

Tomorrow got to go college again.... 😓 tomorrow suppose to be my off day at home, slacking and doing my assignment but....😓4.45pm some more... Kimmy got back from foreign country d! And she did not inform me. How dare she!! 😡 punish her. Don't want meet her up. 👿 Sorry if my story got jumbled up. I don't follow sequence. 😁 Well, today practice the dance again. Managed to remember some step, better than last week 😣 got a massive headache right after the Wine Luncheon which held in my college whereby we're invited by paying RM13 for the wine cost and the meal was fully sponsored by Taylor's. Bravo! I hate red wine, thank you. You know, when I'm committed to something, I don't give a dam on others thing unless I'm not really interested in. I totally lost everything in mind when you buzz me.😱 anyway, I like you. A lot. Lot lot lot and there's no word to describe it, for now. 😄 Anyway, I'm having my mask right now and that's why I'm blogging here. Five more minutes to go to remove it. 😊 I love my awesome friends!! ✌ and you too.... ❤

Hi!

Hello. Created a new blog.

Question for today... Should I blog there or here?

That's all for first post in 2012....

Oh no. It's not end yet...

Hello.... I'm tired..... I'm going to sick soon..... Not feeling quite well now. Been lack of sleep and also side effect from previous day where haze still here in Klang Valley... Lack of sleep due to waiting for a reply where I am so heavy hearted to say "goodnight, I want to sleep". Don't ask why, I'm being little crazy nowadays where I started to hate what I've done to myself previously. Not to say I regretted to end my relationship, but I feel much more better.

Yes, don't ask. I just blocked you. I had enough, I'm tired of being tolerate with you. You just take advantages on me. I'm sorry but life still goes on no matter what. Story ends

Yes, you. I like you so much and yet I couldn't stop myself from thinking bout you. You're an addiction to me like a drugs. I'm falling in love again. I'm praying so hard that I'm not dreaming. I wish this is not a fairy tale.

Hello to first post of 2012. Goodnight....