Yuu hooo~~~

Sorry for the late update... x.x

At last I could take some of my time to type here. =P

Well, I done almost 80% of my Computer assignment. Left webpage so tomorrow will finish it up and DONE!

Went for printing the press-kit and other stuff, buy CD also. =-=

Aih, did not bring enough money. Actually, if I went to a place which is a SHOPPING CENTRE, I am a girl, how could I not buy a stuff?!?!

Last week, Eelaine bought a very nice purse at Forever 21. So I wanted to go there to buy also since my purse is so childish which also ribbon lost coz Sherry bit it. =-=

At last, I bought it. Design is different and more expensive some more. T-T

Nice??? Is red, not pink.

On the spot, I shift all my stuff into it. Hohoho~~~ ^^
Extremely happy coz I love it sooooo much!!!!
If possible, I might buy Eelaine purse too but in blue color.

Yesterday, my back bone hurt again. It's almost half year I did not have any backache.
I've forgotten that I can not lay on the bed and play lappy but I did it accidentally.
Pain till I cried because my mood went burst when I'm not feeling comfortable and baby monster burst my emotion some more. Aihhh....

Again, that dog haven't been adopted by ppl yet.
Really got to send her to Vet soon otherwise she will get sick and starved....
Aih, so pity....

Going to be 10... I have to stop now...
Bye byee~~

Puppy for adoption

DOG FOR ADOPTION

this puppy appear from no where and not loittering outside my house

if anyone wanted to adopt, let me know.

i will shower her and bring it to you FOC.

all you have to do is bring him to Vet coz it got injured at backside, not "arse" and also vaccinate her.

it got bitten by other dog.

please, KL area. dont fool with me.

if you're looking for pet, adopt this dog.

don't ask me what breed coz it appear from nowhere so I don't know. plus, i'm not a vet.

please be kind.adopt him... =(

everyday I see her, damn heartache coz she still small and got bullied and NO SHELTER.

Triple Kill

I killed 3 cockroaches today in the same TOILET.
This morning I woke up, there is a cockroach 'sleep' upside down which I thought some-one sprayed it with Shieldtox or whatever coz it still moving very very slowly...
So I pretend that I did not see it till afternoon I decided to move it coz I really 'beh tahan' d...
Yes, I am very afraid of cockrach... =-=

I took a piece of paper try to lift it up and took it to rubbish bin.
What happen is, IT MOVED! *&^%$#
I quickly ran out. Yay me today, I did not scream. =3
I went to look for Shieldtox and spray at the cockroach.

Till just now, I went to took my shower.
I check on it to make sure it is dead so it won't crawl back up and run like mad. *&^%$#
I blow and I heard sound from the back of the toilet door. I thought my breath so strong can blew the door. =-=
So I blew again. Nth happen. I push the door. WTFFFFF
Another cockroach!!! T-T
Luckily I am not naked at that time otherwise it's my turn to run like mad nakedly.

Again, sprayed the 2nd one. So, 2 cockroaches 'sleeping' inside toilet and accompany me shower.
*&^%$#@ You know how freaky it was to having shower with two fucking cockraches?!?!?!?!
Finish my shower, I was just about to take my towel, pop!
Another cockroach. *&^%$#
Took my towel and cover up myself and take Shieldtox and sprayed again. =-=

3 times wei... T-T
Damn sucks la today. =-=
Tomorrow need to buy those bugs killer and put inside toilet.
Probably in a day, 10 cockroaches died inside that toilet.


Is bro going to gamble again tonight??? I am waiting for next round. =-=

Stupid drivers

I was on my way home after meeting baby monster using MRR2.
What's going on is that JAM.
I thought road block so I wasn't getting angry but I am quite worry my car will stop because my fuel tank signal is blinking. WTF
I was driving in the middle road, hoping that it will went smoother than the side one.
Stuck for almost 10minutes, I realise the right lane car is blinking their left signal.
Then only I confirm that it is accident.
Mostly if road block happen is on left lane. =)
I know I am clever. Eh, not because I always get block.
I never get blocked before when I drive, k?

One accident block 2 lanes.
That's why I say no speeding.

When I was on my way to fetch him, my heart is feeling very unsecure.
I do not know why is it happen.
For 2years I have been driving, this kind of feeling never occured in me, only today.
So my speed was only 60-70km/h. Yes, I know it is quite slow.
BOTH of my hand holding sterring. Unlike me, yeah.
But after I got pissed off by those 'ke poh' drivers, I start speeding.
Do not worry. Not more than 80km/h. =-=
Still slow right???

Anyway, please la... To all those driver, please do not slow down your car to watch accident.
If wanna watch, stop at emergency lane and TURUN LAH. MCB
You are not in the hurry but maybe some of the driver behind you is in hurry.
You do not know that some people do not fucking waste their damn fucking time!?
The accident only caused the Persona become Kancil but no PPL DIE ALSO?!
What so fucking nice to see?!
It is not that after crashed become FUCKING FERARRI or LAMBORGHINI or MERZ.
Want to see those accident, go Google or YaHoo to search for the picture la.
DAMN sohai.
Some drivers are meant to be brainless.
Got brain but don't wanna use them.
What a waste.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Yesterday went back to Dengkil, my mom hometown...
Every year sure will go back and overnight but this year is different.
Mom don't wanna stay there because it's very troublesome...

All the kids playing firecracker and I played some too.
Bro bought a firecracker which the cracker create a very loud sound.
Guess what, he threw 2 times far away, the cracker shell flew towards me. =-=
Damn pain.
This CNY torture me a lot. xD

Yesterday I wrote a wish...
At where?
Big red lanter which can fly.
Anybody had an idea what does it called ah?

Guess what, I'm at home watching tv and Facebook-ing. =-=
Seriously bored.
Going to do assignment later.


Wanna wish everyone, Happy Chinese New Year, Happy Valentine's Day and Happy Holiday~
=D

Helloooo~~~

When was my last post???

Anyway, hello again~ =)
College life doesn't make me have much time to blog.
I get to blog only on weeked... =(
Sorry fot late update.

Well, this week weather was superbly hot because Chinese New Year.
Mostly around Chinese New Year, the weather is hot right???
But Aaron Tee say no. =-=

Nvm, forget about him.
This week, I wear chef jacquet for 3days STRAIGHT.
Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. =-=
Don't worry, still smell good because I change it after class and the kitchen got air-cond.
So no sweating.=P

A lot of my college-mates went back to their home already and they are coming back on next Sunday. =(
I am so gonna be superbly bored at home coz I only back hometown for 3days which means Saturday till Monday.
Aih.... What to do?
Maybe go Sunway hang if baby monster stay there or hang 1U with darling Christine, Jessica and so on.... =D

For the very first time, ...... *damn, I forget what to say because I was talking to Ivan* =-=
Nvm, forget about it.

Today accompany Ophelia to go KL Sentral... OMFG.
The train jamm like hell. =-=
I can't even breath because it is LACK OF OXYGEN.
Even the train operater ask them not to try to stuck themselve into the train and ask them to wait for another train. LOL
I should have drive my car today. =-=

Well, I can't enjoyed the holiday much.
I need to do my assignments and revision.
Bad right?
Aih.... But it is ok. =D
At least I would not be that bored.

Hmm... I just don't know why....
About my baby monster.
I can't stop it... I am so in love with him but I don't know that does he feels the same??? =3
This year can't celebrate Valentine with him... Think so...
Suppose that we are celebrating it earlier but cancel coz he play dota and wasted my time.
I still need to back home from PJ to Kepong which took me 1hour to reach.
Ended up doing nothing at Suriamas. =-=

Well, my relationship with my groupmates are getting better at least we smiled to each other and try to talk. =S
It started with Yoel's birthday.
We suppose to celebrate it today but since that some people can't do it, so we celebrate it on Tuesday. =D
Happy 18th Birthday, Yoel!!!
I do also get to know more and more peoples from batch35. =D

I want to apologize to Ophelia that I always talk very loud... Not only her, also to baby monster.
I will try my best to talk as soft as I can.
Sorry~~~~

Lastly, I wanna wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year.
For non-Chinese, Happy New Year...
Also, Happy Valentine's Day. *hearts*

So random...

Blogs

I have been wondering, what is the main point of blogging?
I have seen a lot of type of blog such as business, education like craft and stitching, games, blogger's life and lot's more.

I blog bout what happen to me. Well, sometimes I blog because I want my baby monster to know me well, I want peoples to know what happen to me, what's my mood for the day and so on...
Well, I did it on purpose because I love peoples to care about me.
But of course, I did not blog bout my privacy stuff.

That is not my main point for blogging.
I blog for expressing my feeling. I do not like to share by face to face so often.

Back to then, I remember baby monster ask me why I blog rather than telling him the problem.
Now I know why.
If you tell something by face to face or phone thru phone, it might turns into an arguement and get even worst.
Right?

I did not see that telling him face to face is a good idea.
I have tried few times. I can say that it turns into an argument more than solving problem.
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Branded stuff

Why do peoples love to use branded stuff???
I thought that we love beautiful and pretty stuff???

Nah... Depends on peoples.

I am not that rich which my parent can earn 30k per month...
I know they could afford to buy what I want but I know the limit.
Like my bro say, as student, why do you need to BRING LV/Prada/Gucci or those branded stuff to classes? There is nothing to show off.
By then, what he say was right. Further more, I do not buy branded stuff just to let people knows something bout me.
I prefer to buy something which is beautiful, nice, my type, only then I will buy.
What's more important is, it is TREND! xD

Previously, I bought some clothes from Zara, what I know is, yes, it is more comfortable compare to cheap stuff.
But soon or later, at the same time, the material changes.
Right?

But hey, no offense bout branded stuff k? I love branded stuff too because I can show off with that. =P
But, I am not that kind of peoples. Cheers....
As long as I love it, that is fine. Right?
I don't know what you guys feel about what I say...

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Life

Why do we need to survive??
Because we did not get the meaning of life yet!
I am talking crap again.

For those who do not know my past, let me tell you know.
I eventually almost suicide myself because of a guy. See how silly and naive I am...
But, I did not cut myself, eat a dozen of sleeping pills or try to poison myself.
No, none of the thing which could hurt myself.
I only lost someone who doesn't love me anymore not I lost the entire love from everyone.
Right?
Maybe I can say that, I could not afford to lose someone that I loved so much like now... Baby monster...
If I lose him now, I might probably lose my path...
Why? Because he changed the path of my life...
I might need times to change my path again if i lose him.

Tuning into: Down by Jay Sean

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Valentine's Day

I guess this is the day where everyone love the most except for the single one. Sorry...
They hate it the most. Haha...
Anyway, for signle one, you can either hang with friends, family or try to fix up your relationship with your partners. The chance may be more than 50%. Hopefully... =)
Nah, it is kinda hard to celebrate Valentine this year because it falls on the same day with Chinese New Year. =(
Ya, bad news right? Haha....
I hate it too. LOL
Well, for couples... Wish you guys ever love long lasting.
May your love will be blessed by everyone... ^^

Don't forget to express your love to parent, sibling and friends.
You might forget someone, that is your lecturer/teacher/senior. =)
Oh ya, no love for enemy.
I did not find any reason that why I should love my enemy.
If I love them, they won't even love me because they hated me. Right?
I try to be nice but in the return, I get no respect from them. =(
So pathethic right? So I do not love them unless they being nice to me too.
Why is it want to be enemy? Doesn't it that being friend better than enemy?
I just do not get it.
Weird, huh?

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Aih... Too much crap. Suddenly I am so talkative. Ignore me. =-=

Upset....

I am so tired lately due to lack of sleep on last Sunday.
Am I easily affected by only one time lack of sleep?
Or everyone do have the same sign?

All I want for in this week, after my class I really wanted to go home as soon as possible.
Well, there is a lot of things happen in this week which is I am more sociable to more friends.
Especially international friend, not much... Only two if I am not mistaken. Garleb from Bangladesh and Yoel from Indonesia.
Well, they are very friendly.
I like to chat to Garleb. =D
I started to talk to him today which he eventually knows my name! lol
Of course, I know his name too because he was from oversea.
We talk a lot while on the way back home.

Today I was not that happy. Wanna know why? Let me summarise it else you guys have to read novel. xP

I have "booked" baby monster for today which I wanted to hang with him today.
I just don't know why I wanted him so much for this week compare to last week.
Till then, just now, I was waiting for my turn to pick up my uniform at Student Central and he was just beside me which he is referring to Career Centre.
He done his where as I still have to wait my turn.
His friend wanted to ciaoz and so do he.
I say "No" but he was like, you know when kid did not get what they want, their face will like very sad....
I felt so guilty and I pushed him away and I say "Go la go la...."
And he did really go.
So texted him a while, he did not reply, I threw my phone into the bag instead of holding it because my pant do not have any pocket.
Till I done my stuff and pack everything and went out to bus stop where we waited for shutter bus, he called me only I realised I got misscall from him and few texts.
Ok, I understand why he is emo and he say wanna accompany me back home I rejected coz it is raining heavily in a sudden.
Maybe I mumble too much, I know guys don't like ppl mumbles them, so do I.
And I don't like people being sarcastically to me when I am not in the mood and taking the blame where I did not blame them.
So I ended up hanging the phone by saying out of battery and don't wanna talk to him.
Yes, it is true my phone out of battery, left 30%.
I don't like this situation.

I thought we won't involve in to arguement anymore as we study under the same college.
I thought we will have more time for each others...
What I complained about is, that you go for Dota after class.
Today, why can't you just wait with me for my uniform pick up.
Is it that hard for you to wait?
I just don't know why.
I can wait for you half an hour at Suriamas, just waiting for you to back eventho I am very very angry that you keep telling me you odw back. Without you some more.

To tell you the truth, I don't feel like wanna go out on weekend because every weekday, my journey to college took me one hour to get there.
It is really tired.
But I still wanna plan to go out but I also got no strength left.
Besides that, I still have a lot of assignment to do.
Maybe you will also busy bout assignment but you got your friends staying nearby you can do it together.
Mine???

I am seriously tired with my everyday journey which every Monday - Wednesday, I have to go out from my house at 7am.
Thursday and Friday, 6 am.

It is not that I want you to know how tired I am.
I just want you to know that if we get the time that we ended our class early, we get to spend the quality time.
You know that I have been craving for you this week, yet you did not take note about it.
I don't know what's in your head now.

I am very sorry if I make you angry.
It is not that I want to buy sometimes when I got angry, I will say what I am not satisfied about it.

Anyone read this, only for girls, please take me out for tea tonight as I need someone to makes me feel better.
For guys.... Sorry, I do not want any guy's comfort.
Thanks....

*headache-ing*