Final Year End is around the corner.

Just today finish up 3 final term assessments.

Its sucks.

Statistic kantoi.

Seriously.

I'm 101% confirm that I will get less than 25/50 marks.

FML

Tomorrow might conducting the last tutor class for junior.

I realise that not many ppl cares about their final except my batch. =-=

Anyway, I must work hard for my FYE soon, REAL SOON.

Alright, I should sleep now.

Tutor class and revision tomorrow. Aihhh~~~

Stress '9 9'.

Weeee~~~

Mom buying me IPhone. ^^

She love me so much till willing to buy anything for me.

Love her so much!!!

I don't even have to beg hard and she just yes. ^^

I'm so excited.

Next two weeks Sunway Pyramid Maxis Centre will be having stock for IPhone.

Till then I'm gonna choose which type to go. =D

If only there is no road block in my world.
If only I was brave enough to say.
If only the world is only for both of us.
If only I would put all of them aside and take you with me.
If only I could communicate with you well.

I'm a selfish person.
I'm a greedy person.
I'm a bad person.
I'm sucks.
I'm non of the goods one.

Too greedy till I couldn't even let you go. I keep making you suffer. I'm killing you everyday by day. I don't wanna lose you because I don't even know how am I going to survive without you. I can't even open a small crack just to let you go.

Taking it seriously has make me suffer but I still being strong holding you tight even tho strong wind trying to blew you away. I couldn't bear the thunder you keep releasing. I don't even know why am I holding you so tight. Recording your storming for a warning not to hurt you but I'm still hurting you.

My tears are worthless.
My words are crap.
My life just torn off into pieces till I have to care everyone feelings. My decision blow my life. If only everything can be go as simple as ABC. Caring people's feeling, I hurt you. I've abandon you. Building up a grassy fence to block your thunder just to hurt myself. How silly I am. I'm no good at building fence don't I?

I just want a simple life but my wish are just a will. It only happen when it lost. I always thought of tolerating and understand can bring harmony. I always thought appreciate something before you lost it. What's the deal? I get nothing from it.

I made my life so complicated. A complicated person wishing for simplicity. Very funny.

I don't wanna fight, no more. I'm tired... I just want the life that happens between 13November to 15November. Walking under the beach with thousands of bright stars, holding each other hand, talks about spooky stuff, adding sand to each other, keep talking while drunk while I'm trying to shut you up. Almost a year... The only 3days time... Brings a lot of memory. But what happen to both of us now? Argueing because I keep taking care of people and think about consequences but I've make you become so miserable. I couldn't help with myself for keep argueing with you. Asking you not to runaway has made thing grow worsen.

Are you feeling happy with me?

Why?

Why you always never understand of my difficulties?

You only know how to avoid it.

I never wanted to treat you like this.

Sorry for causing your life so miserable.

I'm sorry.

I wanna say that you're stupid.

I don't wanna care about you anymore even we are trying to tell you the real situation.

Protecting you from far behind is such a waste.

And you keep making yourself worsen.

You wanna fall for it, go on.

I don't wanna care about you anymore. Wasting my time worry about you.

You do not want to appreciate the advise, I have nothing to say.

Keep on with your decision.

Don't come to us and say that you're regret.

Waking you up is like waiting the sun coming out from the other side.

I am so disappointed with you.

It's been awhile...

I love Koizora story a lot weii!!!
Damn sweet and sad. This is what I call a nice love story. Made me cry a lot.
Now I'm addicted to love story based on novel till I ask Li May to intro me if there is any nice movie/drama.
For those who don't know what movie/drama it is, go google it.
Then watch drama instead of movie. They got 2 types but I prefer drama.

Anyway, my holiday has started and I got nowhere to go. Such a boring holiday.
I loathe it.
Somehow, I get sometime to study for my upcoming final but I still haven't started it yet. T-T
I'm so lazy....
Today I done nothing. Just sleep for 10 hours then my neck jammed and my hand 'tersepit' too long also become pain. =-=
Sleep too long no good. HAHHAHA!!

Mom bought me a pajamas. ^^
She knows that I've been looking forward to it and she bought it for me. ^^
It looks like kid's pajamas because of a kitty printed on that pajamas. =P
I'm young again. lol

Next week need to go back college for tutor's meeting again. =-=
Spoil my holiday mood. T-T
Nvm, at least I got something to do rather than turning into mould at home.

By the way, I hate ppl calling me at midnight.
Last night got a call from unknown asking where am I.
Dai lou, 1a.m++ of course I'm at home lah!
The problem is, this guy hangs up after asking me "You are Amanda Teh S** C*** right?" or something like that.
WTF! =-=
This morning wake up I thought it is a dream. Now I'm still wondering who is that person because not much ppl knows about my new number. *gggrrrrrr*

In one week time, I mean only 3days... I got a big trauma from what I heard.
I'm seriously in trauma. 3 things that I never expected. =( I'm so sad for what I have heard.
Why does we always got bullied?

Back on Tuesday, one of the new chef saw me curi makan ayam and he asked me "You did not fasting ah?"
I was like, @@. I replied him why I need to fasting. I am Chinese mah.
LOLZ
He say I look like Malay. Aduiii
Hubby caused me look like Malay d.
Luckily I was having dinner at home, else I get caught for eating at the month of fasting. =-=
nia seng ah. =-=

I realised mosquito love me so much.
They keep coming to me and suck my blood then dumped me after I get a bump on my body.

I'm trying to learn Japanese after watching Koizora.
Going to learn Japanese after my degree. *hearts* ^^

ALright, I'm going to Facebook page now.
Ja-ne~!! ^^