You might not know that:

I needed you right now

I missed you so badly

I want to be lean on your shoulder

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna look at you LIVE

I wanna hug you

I wanna know that did you still love me like you always do

Where are you right now?

What are you doing there?

Just yesterday...

Previous blog of mine was about heart broken, and now I'm seriously heart broken.
I admit that I am so miserable to you but all I want is your attention.
Yesterday you did not text me more than 5 and less than 5.
How would I feel bout that?
Sad, emo and pretend nothing happen.

Today, I cannot hold any longer and all I want to hear is your voice.

I want to talk to you.

After my class again I call you.

But you never pick up. Yes, I understand you're having shower but sometimes I still need your attention.

What the heck when I smile, you emo.

Then every of your response was "yeah" and "no".

Why don't I just talk to dolls and all their response was SMILING.

It is much better than your response.

Everytime I emo, I try to be nice when you trying to comfort me.

When you emo, whenever I tried to comfort you, FAIL!

I hate when I'm trying to comfort you and the results is not what I expected, I hate talking to you.

Yes, I hate it.

If you emo, just say it. No need to say no.

You think I'm 3 years old kid or what? Dumb?

I'm quite of disappointed of you because I thought you will never do this to me but yes you did.

You don't even bother if I really ignore you whenever you're emo.

Now I feel like I'm a dumbass.

Now I wanna know, what am I to you.

Do you still have me in your heart?

You really torn me into pieces now.

Am my expectection from you are too high?

I thought you were the perfect guy.

Yeahh, I know. There is not 'perfect thing' in this world.

But I what I thinks about you is wrong.

I thought you sayang me but you....

I'm really disappointed.

But somehow, I still loved you so.

I wanted to call you right now but when I think back about what is your response which is only "yes" and "no", I would rather not to call you.

I don't wanna talk to you like this.

I hate it, I hate it and I hate it.

Dear Jessie...

Sometimes, love is hard to be retain..
Once it's gone, it meant to be gone for ever.
Love is like a mirror.
It reflects you, yourself.
You love to see everyday, you admire it everyday.
Once it is broken, no matter how you patch up, there will still leaves a scar.

What is yours, it will stay.
Time is the best medicine to cure our heart.
A break up doesn't mean that your love life is over.
It gives us a chance to have a better one for the rest of our life.
Altho we love them very much but we have to let go for not hurting ourself more deeply.

Jessie baby, I know you're so heart broken.
You may cry out loud but I want you to know, you still have your friends and family who still cares about you.
They won't leave you or made you heart broken.
We're still here for you.
=)
All the best to you. *hugs*

Busy day.... =(

A Chocolate Banana Mousse from De'Pastry Chef.
I love their cakes a lot!
Their decoration is very unique and tasty.


I bought the Chocolate Banana Mousse for YS because it was her birthday!!! *clap*
See how happy is she. =P

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Friday I had no class at all and daddy sent me text and ask me to go register for passport.
This makes me real happy because this means that he ALLOW me to go SINGAPORE!!!
YAY!!!
I love my daddy and mommy so much!!!!!!!!! ^-^

Friday was a busy day, tho.
Went to Wangsa Maju for passport thingy from 11 till 2.
Then mommy wanted me to go bank for account update and cash deposit.
Then go pass something to mom's friend.
Mom's second sister come here from Ipoh.
Then I reached home, out again with Xtine and Xvin. LOL
It is actually Kelvin, not Xvin. =P
Then back home again and dinner with relatives then head out again for Mei Yee's Birthday celebration at Papparich.
Met up with Hong Hong again! ^-^

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Saturday and Sunday.... Assignments assignments and assignments.
I had a really big headache because the document given by YS and Yoel is really a grandmother story long. =-=
I had to keep scrolling and change the words. At last, I'm done. Only Yoel and YS notes.
WTF!
Still have another document in pending. From Li May and Nicholas. I bet Nicholas won't send anything to me. =-=
See how messy is my working table are.

Tadaa! =-=
This picture was purposely taken for blogging purpose. zzzzzzzz

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Hubby keep video call with me. Awwww... He's just so sweet isn't it? ^^
It is the 1st time he video call with meeeee.... *winks winks*

Amazing!

See what I found in Recezz (my college foodcourt)

Look like something fake but eventually can eat.

Made by student. Dunno which batch but really cute.

Quite sweet tho...

Today is my college YED day. Something like carnival.

2 girls approached and ask me to guess the weigh but have to pay RM4.

It's a guess and quite nice. I straight away MMS to hubby. =)

My guessing fail =-=

It is not 3.5kg.


I made a Henna on my left hand.

I've been wanted this for a long time at last, I got it. =D

It cost RM6 for this design.

Li May got herselves one too!

Hers is more flower and dot and so on.

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Hubby back on Monday and disturbed me sleeping on the night of 3a.m.

Grrr! I hate ppl disturb me sleeping.

Usually I will be dead sleeping don't even realise there's a call or anything but just on that day, his text.... =-=

So Monday morning go pick him up with Hafiz.

Weee, so long that I did not met Hafiz.

He look so cute on his hair now.

He slept in my car with my giant CJ7. LOLZ

Now he told me that he want to buy one. Hahahaaaa

He's just too cute.

Anyway, hubby suddenly say wanna go home.

zzzzzzz

So I went to Suriamas without telling him, I saw Grace, William, Grace's bf and Azim's bro.

So 'kosong'....

Usually when I go there, it's like everyone is sitting on the sofa wathing tv.

But now, everyone back home d, Baby also went back since yesterday morning.

I met him when I drop hubby and Hafiz down. =D

Pizza Hut with hubby for dinner then I back home for dinner again. =-=

Going fat real soon. Bhahahaha!!!!

Anyway, gotta go.

Tutor class again.

Hope it's not another disaster.

Byeeeeeee!!!

South Africa!!!!

Went to mom house to watch football - Mexico Vs Africa.
Watch till fall asleep right after Mexico made a goal. =-=

I'm too tired. lol
Whatever. =-= I'm pig, what to do?

This morning woke up, back to my own house and start my presentation slide for Moral.
I just done it and now going for F&B assignment. zzzzzz
I'm soooooo lazy weiiii T-T

Webcam-ed with hubby yesterday. Weeeee~~
It's been ages since we din webcam. T-T

Tutor-ed yesterday, it was a disaster because I'm not well prepared.
I screwed up because my mind was blank and couldn't help Sam and Ken to solve their question.
I did not set question because on Tuesday right after X-ray session, dad need to go to Crystal Crown Hotel for room quotation. Room needed = 40++
Then went to Brem Mall till late night, bought a polo-t and hair clip. (repeated previous entry)
Wednesday, back home late, forget what happen on that day and I sleep very early on that night.
Thursday, right after having dessert with Li May and Ivan, again I forget what I did. =-=
I sleep early too. =-=
Friday, "pek chik" =-=

Sorry guys. Will well prepare for next tutor class. x-x

I'm alive. Just a second thought, I might be dead today.

I'm glad that I'm still here after caught in an accident by today.

Don't worry, my car is alright because what happen is me, myself got hit by car.

I go for medical check up, no bne fracture, no worry. Just tat I realize few parts of my body got bruises and scratches.

Thanks to taxi driver for giving me such pain.

Daddy say no need to make police report since I'm alright.

I don't even wanna make a report because he might lose his job.

Anyhow, he makes me so angry because he scolded me. wtf

=-=

I skipped two class which makes me feel that how much of fees I have wasted just like Mr.Adrian said. Besides that, I feel I lost two lessons today. =(

Anyway, thanks to mom for bringing me to shopping and buy me polo-t and a hair clip.

She's cheering me up? I don't know.

Mwahahaha... No more sore throat. *evil smile*
But still coughing... *sad face*
Anyway, today is the best day ever because I slept for 10hours! wootttt!!!
Thanks to Dr. Yeoh.
But anyhow, I still need to read over thru those account question that Christine just gave me.

Bro tagged me in a video which explaining how IPhone 4g works better.
Incredible that it can create a folder, seperate the msg, and video call. Of course that there is lots more lah. =-=
Just that this 3 things catch my eyes.
So if I own that, life would be easier. *lol*
Yes, I would wait for the phone to be released in MALAYSIASONOOBCOUNTRY.=-=
Always almost be the last to release. =-=

At last I made my mind to see doctor.

I'm in serious pain this noon after my lunch.

Everytime I swallow my saliva, it feels like a needle is going thru my throat.

Now I am asked to drink 1/2 litre every half an hour. T-T

Luckily my medicine is only 4 packs.

I'm scared oof 5-6 packs of medicine already.

Hopefully after this, I'm fully recovered.

God bless me.

Prince Of Persia

I love this movie a lotttt
Look exactly like the game that I always see bro and dad play!
But it only have the jumping move, not much the killing skills that I saw in game.
Weeee~~ Dastan look handsome and Tamina look sexy!!!!
This movie look quite real. I likeyyy~~~~ ^^

Aite, gotta go. Just simply wanna blog. =-=

Again a Saturday

Well, time goes fast than I thought.
I still remember how I survive last Saturday. =-=

Later 3pm I'm going to Adonis. It's been more than a month since the last visit. I can see a lot of blackhead already and I just cannot "tahan". =-=
I bought "Pei Pa Kou" to eat since I kept coughing and sore throat.
Mom suddenly said that she know why I keep coughing recently.
She said that my room is too messy. @@

I have to shift my table to the next room.
My mom almost ask me to shift my wardrobe along. =-=
Now my room so "0".
I rearrange my table and put a miny table in my room for my stuff.

I am hired! I become tutor! =D
I will make you guys suffer! lol
Just joking la.... Next Monday gotta talk to Ms. Carol bout the timetable.
So the class will be start soon. Maybe next 2weeks.
I went back old house to find my account book. =D What a mess.
Full of paper in between of some pages.
Anyway, thanks to mama for forcing me to LCCI courses because now I have become a tutor. =D
I wonder did anyone will attend? =S
The timetable already so damn pack, and some even have a long break in the between. ZZZZ
I have no idea. =-=

Gotta do my Thinking Skill assignment now. Bye...

Weak...

Wondering why??
I have been keep eating medicine and now I'm afraid of it.
I don't even dare to go clinic now. Why?
I just recover from my sickness which is sore throat and coughing.
And now it returns to me again.
Ughhhh!!! I hate it.
Keep sore throat, flu and coughing.
And just now I cough till wanna vomit.
How weak I am.
I washed my bottle because it might be contiminated by bacteria.
Study too much Food Science? Nahhh..... I hate that subject because the lecturer is using a bored way to teach us.
But somehow his revision helps...

Past few day, I saw an advertisement of Peer-to-Peer from my college's portal.
Then later on, Mr. Adrian was talking about it in class.
Ask if there is anyone to join and he explained about it.
Till then when he ask what kind of subject did everyone facing a difficulty, all of them said "ACCOUNT" then the next question from him is who will they find when they face problem and I start to carry my bag and cover myselve.
Why?
"AMANDA!!!" this is the response. Tenkiu for your support...... I'm so dead.
Now I got offered to become tutor and I have submitted the form to Mr. Adrian.
I wonder, am I able to do this? Oh god, no idea.

Tomorrow will be RDOD(PA) subject again. The class where we keep receive a "NO NO NO" word.
Everyday... =-=
And I won't be bringing camera because I have to carry my lappy tomorrow.
I hate holding my big camera because I will feel very uncomfortable with it.
I have to hold it everywhere I go since it is family camera, I don't wanna get scolded if I have broken any part of it.

Tomorrow will be going for movie right after the class.
Prince of Persia, here I come!!! =D

Today is mommy's birthday. ^^
She spend us dinner which I shall call it supper at De Pastry Chef.
Yummy.... ^^
Celebrate till 1230. Omg, so late.
No wonder I was so exhausted today....
Oh well, anyway, once again I wish those people whose birthday on June especially Vliam, Anep and my beloved mommy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)

Alright, I shall stop here.
Night guys....