Friday, November 12, 2010
I envy those who live independently by themselves and somehow I pity them. They get to learn to be independent but they miss their parents a lot. I want to be independent too. I don't know why I feel like they don't have any faith in me and also feel like I'm a twenty in twelve. It's not like I always loitering outside for 24/7 and take drugs or alcohol. I do respect you but somehow I need to have my own time. I don't wanna stay at hone play barbie doll. I am not leaving you, I'm just hanging out for a while. Soon or later I will be with myself. All I'm asking for is that I wanna have my own time. Can you loosen up the rope a bit??? I feel so lifeless coz all I do was go to college early morning then back home at seven for dinner and bal to my place for shower then sleep. I don't want to go thru like this everyday. I need entertainment too.. Xbox, I'm not that type of ppl who addicted to it. I need the faith from you. I'm not learning bad stuff from the outside also.. Why??? Why must it be like this?
Thursday, November 4, 2010
FML to the MAX!!
Although it is an excuse but it is for real, I'm not making it. You don't like it, you tell me. What for you wanna dig it out today and start an arguement? If you wanna mention bout it, just tell me with a proper sentence by not starting to light up my fire.
It is not that I want to be at home at 4. Who the hell knows that problem will occurs? I back home late, all you know was I did not back on time and I should be blame for that. WTH? Tell me in which earth the problem or accident never happen?
I don't wanna spoil all their mood just because I wanna back early. I'm girl and I have to be at home early. Sounds like discriminating girls. People send me back and I'm not driving. Should I tell him that "I have to go home now" when he is enjoying the time? I already gave him a pressure coz he cannot drink so much liquor because it's he responsibility to send me homesafely.
Yea, now three of you are blaming me for back home late and giving excuses. FML to the MAX! I thought three of you knows that I'm not a typical girl who love to club but ended bro who brings me go to club understand me. Guess you all judge by how I looks, not my personality. I'm once disappointed. Stab me again and again. I cannot once enjoy my life.
None of you understand me.
It is not that I want to be at home at 4. Who the hell knows that problem will occurs? I back home late, all you know was I did not back on time and I should be blame for that. WTH? Tell me in which earth the problem or accident never happen?
I don't wanna spoil all their mood just because I wanna back early. I'm girl and I have to be at home early. Sounds like discriminating girls. People send me back and I'm not driving. Should I tell him that "I have to go home now" when he is enjoying the time? I already gave him a pressure coz he cannot drink so much liquor because it's he responsibility to send me homesafely.
Yea, now three of you are blaming me for back home late and giving excuses. FML to the MAX! I thought three of you knows that I'm not a typical girl who love to club but ended bro who brings me go to club understand me. Guess you all judge by how I looks, not my personality. I'm once disappointed. Stab me again and again. I cannot once enjoy my life.
None of you understand me.
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