Once again I hurt someone who are innocence. I hate myself so much right now... I hate myself to the maximum point of my life. I'm such a jerk... I really really hate myself right now.
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Thursday, June 20, 2013
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Since....
Seconds ago, I was browsing through my iPhone photo and I saw you again. With the print-screened text, it just slightly made me feel hurt. But of course that I do know that promises are meant to be broken or empty, because I did it too but not to you.
Trusted you was my biggest mistake that you were real for me. Real to the optimum peak that I couldn't imagine that it was just a choice for you. How stupid that I can be. To be honest, yes, I still missed you.
I don't know why it is you. I don't know why that just you who can gives so much impact to me even though it was just for a month. Seriously? Yes, it is so serious that after a year, I just couldn't forget it.
I just can't...
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Trusted you was my biggest mistake that you were real for me. Real to the optimum peak that I couldn't imagine that it was just a choice for you. How stupid that I can be. To be honest, yes, I still missed you.
I don't know why it is you. I don't know why that just you who can gives so much impact to me even though it was just for a month. Seriously? Yes, it is so serious that after a year, I just couldn't forget it.
I just can't...
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Have you ever wonder how you want your life to be, how it goes and what you wanna do.
Well, I just did. Flashing back what makes me happy when I'm with my ex. What we have done that could make us happy and what we have done that could tear us apart.
It is so fun that we could tease each other and ended up nose rubbing saying "I love you". One wait for another to be ready to go out by asking "ready?" or "let's go" either by text or call or even face to face. It doesn't matter how it was asked. Riding on the bike or car and look at him how concentrate when he's driving but still taking the chances to hold my hand. Without asking further about what you wanna eat, he just know where to go and what to eat.
No matter how much you dislike, you ended up accepting it without your conscious. Isn't that lovely? Cigarette, alcohol, supper. Who cares? Fat, thin, short, tall. Who bother? All these are nothing because we're fooled by love.
What tear us apart? Bringing up old arguments. Cursing each other. Forget for a day, continue the next day. Act like nothing happen, but holding the grudge. Misunderstanding, unwillingness to tolerate, one stills holding strong and another wanted to let go. Third party trying to destroy us. Lose in faith.
All I wanted for is just a simple life with a man that I love. That I am willing to walk with him. A man that could show me his love, not by words. Show me his caring, not money. Show me the future, guiding me along the way, stand up for each other's back. Trust, faith, love and patience.
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Well, I just did. Flashing back what makes me happy when I'm with my ex. What we have done that could make us happy and what we have done that could tear us apart.
It is so fun that we could tease each other and ended up nose rubbing saying "I love you". One wait for another to be ready to go out by asking "ready?" or "let's go" either by text or call or even face to face. It doesn't matter how it was asked. Riding on the bike or car and look at him how concentrate when he's driving but still taking the chances to hold my hand. Without asking further about what you wanna eat, he just know where to go and what to eat.
No matter how much you dislike, you ended up accepting it without your conscious. Isn't that lovely? Cigarette, alcohol, supper. Who cares? Fat, thin, short, tall. Who bother? All these are nothing because we're fooled by love.
What tear us apart? Bringing up old arguments. Cursing each other. Forget for a day, continue the next day. Act like nothing happen, but holding the grudge. Misunderstanding, unwillingness to tolerate, one stills holding strong and another wanted to let go. Third party trying to destroy us. Lose in faith.
All I wanted for is just a simple life with a man that I love. That I am willing to walk with him. A man that could show me his love, not by words. Show me his caring, not money. Show me the future, guiding me along the way, stand up for each other's back. Trust, faith, love and patience.
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Thursday, April 25, 2013
How many of you love your life?
Did you ever question yourself about how much you really love/care about your life?
Today I saw 2 accidents just within 1km distance. One of the accident went real bad that even ambulance and police car came by. I don't know what's happening, I don't know were they speeding and met with each other or just something goes wrong. I always seen people read newspaper or playing with their phone whenever there is a traffic jam. Please don't do that. You do not know what will happen next. Try not to focus two things at once. Maybe you can but remember to be more focus on the road. You're driving and if you met into an accident, you cause people into trouble. Well, what kind trouble you should be able to know. You don't need people to tell.
Anyway, was is just me or the road seriously getting fucked up day by day? I've been stuck in LDP for not reasons, for 3 hours. It broke my record which is 2 hours on the same highway. Seriously? Switching lane might get you faster but if you would be have more considerate of the people in front of you which have been waiting for so long, people wouldn't hate you that much. Not even that, you're causing more jam. Damn, 3 hours. My ass got so much hurt for sitting so long, wasting the 3 hours of my lifetime for some nonsense jam. What!!??!
Another thing, I don't understand why there is lamp post but without turning on? Government, you should be more considerate bout tha.
Voting time? Yeah people. Time to vote for your future. People, I don't think the sharing post of advantage and disadvantage. If they really care about voting, they should go do their research about who to vote. Sometimes I really wonder are the post shared on Facebook is real. You do not know, man. I can do one post and just shared virally no matter which party I'm going for. Use search engine lahhhh! Btw, hanging those flags of each party is really too much. It's blocking driver's view wei!! Seriously, you party should be more considerate on this matter which is safety! Geezzzz....
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Today I saw 2 accidents just within 1km distance. One of the accident went real bad that even ambulance and police car came by. I don't know what's happening, I don't know were they speeding and met with each other or just something goes wrong. I always seen people read newspaper or playing with their phone whenever there is a traffic jam. Please don't do that. You do not know what will happen next. Try not to focus two things at once. Maybe you can but remember to be more focus on the road. You're driving and if you met into an accident, you cause people into trouble. Well, what kind trouble you should be able to know. You don't need people to tell.
Anyway, was is just me or the road seriously getting fucked up day by day? I've been stuck in LDP for not reasons, for 3 hours. It broke my record which is 2 hours on the same highway. Seriously? Switching lane might get you faster but if you would be have more considerate of the people in front of you which have been waiting for so long, people wouldn't hate you that much. Not even that, you're causing more jam. Damn, 3 hours. My ass got so much hurt for sitting so long, wasting the 3 hours of my lifetime for some nonsense jam. What!!??!
Another thing, I don't understand why there is lamp post but without turning on? Government, you should be more considerate bout tha.
Voting time? Yeah people. Time to vote for your future. People, I don't think the sharing post of advantage and disadvantage. If they really care about voting, they should go do their research about who to vote. Sometimes I really wonder are the post shared on Facebook is real. You do not know, man. I can do one post and just shared virally no matter which party I'm going for. Use search engine lahhhh! Btw, hanging those flags of each party is really too much. It's blocking driver's view wei!! Seriously, you party should be more considerate on this matter which is safety! Geezzzz....
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Internship + getaway!
Yellowwwwww!!
Guess I've been leaving this blog for quite sometimes until I have updated it for my assignment which is E-Portfolio. At last everything has cleared. Bye bye internship report and e-portfolio. Glad I'm finished.
Well, as time has passed by, I just wanna took some time to update. Either did you know or not, I've been in langkawi for my internship as well as some holiday getaway. I went for diving, waterfalls, beaches, jet ski, island hopping, mangrove tour as well as clubs. This is the most happening internship ever!
For your information, I've worked in Berjaya Langkawi Resort which located at the east of langkawi. Nearby attractions? Plenty! Seven Wells Waterfall, Skybridge, horse riding, cable car, yacht, floating restaurant and sports activity.
The view from the top of Seven Wells. Splendid, huh? I get to play natural slides. Cold and fresh water. Fresh air. Beautiful sun. One word, awesomeness!
Cute?
Well, I took this from Bird Park. Almost all animal species were here! Too much photo to upload, so I'll just choose the cutest one! I also get the chance to feed the birds and surrounded by birds.
Mangrove tour. Eagles, crocodile cave, monkeys, bats. You're so close to the nature!
Sunset cruise for 3 hours inclusive of dinner. Splendid!
Last evening in Chenang watching sunset. Am so sad to leave.
Well, sorry to say but I don't think island hopping worth to go and I think they should update and increase the speed of 3G Internet no matter what line it is. Peace!
Sorry couldn't update much coz am too lazy for this right now. Maybe soon?
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Guess I've been leaving this blog for quite sometimes until I have updated it for my assignment which is E-Portfolio. At last everything has cleared. Bye bye internship report and e-portfolio. Glad I'm finished.
Well, as time has passed by, I just wanna took some time to update. Either did you know or not, I've been in langkawi for my internship as well as some holiday getaway. I went for diving, waterfalls, beaches, jet ski, island hopping, mangrove tour as well as clubs. This is the most happening internship ever!
For your information, I've worked in Berjaya Langkawi Resort which located at the east of langkawi. Nearby attractions? Plenty! Seven Wells Waterfall, Skybridge, horse riding, cable car, yacht, floating restaurant and sports activity.
The view from the top of Seven Wells. Splendid, huh? I get to play natural slides. Cold and fresh water. Fresh air. Beautiful sun. One word, awesomeness!
Cute?
Well, I took this from Bird Park. Almost all animal species were here! Too much photo to upload, so I'll just choose the cutest one! I also get the chance to feed the birds and surrounded by birds.
Mangrove tour. Eagles, crocodile cave, monkeys, bats. You're so close to the nature!
Sunset cruise for 3 hours inclusive of dinner. Splendid!
Last evening in Chenang watching sunset. Am so sad to leave.
Well, sorry to say but I don't think island hopping worth to go and I think they should update and increase the speed of 3G Internet no matter what line it is. Peace!
Sorry couldn't update much coz am too lazy for this right now. Maybe soon?
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
Friday, April 19, 2013
Birkenstock depression
depressed because Birkenstock do no restock. Should change their name to Birkenorestock.
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤
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