I think I'm being possessed.. Whatever I did, whatever I saw, anything...

You came across my mind... 😞

Nuit...

One of my love...



Thanks for the dinner at Shogun. Special shout out for Jessica, Iris, Tebby, Mandy and Henrick for celebrating my so so belated birthday... Really thank you guys so much.



Tiramitu with my pressie. I love her. Hahaha
Bed sheet from Iris, Jessica and Tebby. It's hello kitty omg!!
The Wanted hello kitty from bro.
Mini pink wing on Tiramitu's left is from Kelvin, bro's friend.
Thank you so so so much! ❤❤





Why there's a mole on top of my lip? I don't have mole there. Cacat de photo.
Wearing my favorite tube dress again. I always love this dress! My favorite!!



Awesome night... I love my friend. Love my friend's parent as well. Of coz, I love my parent the most! Hahaha


Hmm, never post their pic before. Lets see....



Here we go. Celebrating mom's birthday at their home. Yea, I'm staying outside with my bro now. Don't ask why.



Faking being serious. LOL


Before I sleep. Goodnight people. Happy reading!

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

Why me?

it's already obvious that I expressed everything here in my blog and yet there is no response from you... Nothing solid, nothing concrete. I just don't know why am I still thinking of you tho it is really tearing me apart deep inside. Sorry, PMS coming soon in "cinema". Am really hope one day I could really stop thinking and telling myself that this is just a lie, manda. But I couldn't. Whenever I try to tell myself that is is just a lie, there's a soft whisper saying that, "no, it's real babe". Why is it so miserable? Why am I is the only should wait but not you? It is worth for me to do so? Why wouldn't you reply me?



Sometimes I really wonder, really really wonder that did I ever crossed your mind just once through out the whole duration that we have been so....so stranger... I don't know which word should I use to describe this situation.



I do even think that how nice would it be without you approaching me early in the morning and how would it be like without you coming to my life. I really wanna know. I mean, how can you be so mean that you can say something so convincing and real to me then you left without a trace. Why would you wanna do something like that to someone? You might not know that you have become someone that mean so much to me. Even a game have a "game over" but you went missing just like that.

I remember one of my friend post his status something like "if thing goes smoothly, something is wrong". So... Maybe something is wrong. Friends told me this is just a prank. I remember how I talk to your cousin and tell him not to prank me, you and him just make thing look so real. Skype and everything, so solid. Until you flew.... Everything starts to change. Now, everything seems like a game without an end.

I'm like "what have I done to you until you have to set a game like this for me?". I told my friends that I had enough of waiting. The biggest lie I ever made. I'm not over you yet. Just to make them stop worrying about me. Yes, this is me. Always keep 'em in my heart till I told them...


Now, smile is the only thing I can do..... I miss you, boo....

Food!!

On my... Food is the only thing I grab from Tesco hypermarket. I almost buy some baby's food for myself too.. Hahaha.!!



See...? I must be crazy. But I do love to do so. I get to buy so many foods without mom say "no" to me. Haha I just love it.

Almost everything here is my favorite food.
Alright, I'm hungry now. Shall grab my dinner now. ^^
Ciaoooz!

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

Dato' Lee will always be our champion!

A very big applause to Dato' Lee from Malaysia. Don't be too upset. You're still our number one! Our legendary hero!






We will never forget your determination to be the best, the champion. No worry, you will always be.

Those people who supported Dato' Lee because of free BR ice cream and holiday, great job!
For those who blame him for no BR ice cream and holiday, go enter Olympic and redeem it yourself. Stop talking cock at the back.

Dato's Lee has been struggled to win this battle and yet you guys are complaining. Thanks to him that he managed to be the top 3 in the badminton.


Thanks to people who wrote these words.


Thanks to this people who created this meme.

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

Shopping!!

Weee!! I love shopping!! But, never shop when you're moody, upset or negative thinking. That's spend without thinking twice. Lol!! Trust me, you'll regret after you got home even though you feel better.

Let see what I've bought, shall we?



Dam, I love Sungei Wang. Was thinking twice should I buy the sunglasses and the heels.... Did not managed to buy coz I left the place thinking to look for a better one but then I forget or there's nothing better than before. Sigh....

Anyway, shopping in Sungei Wang it's not easy. Yes, they have similar thing but the price is different. I got the ruby pant for 35 bucks. At the same level but different sop is selling for 25 bucks. Daheq??!! Feels like I've been cheated. Really do have to find a good price before buying it.

Suppose that I am buying some hair color and bleachers for my hair but they do not have stock in hand. Ended up buying shampoo and mousse. Quite cheap tho. I like that shop. Thanks to bro for the recommendation. Know what kind of style I'm going for? Dipping. If you don't know, check out Avril Lavigne hairstyle. 2 colors if I'm not mistaken. But I'm still thinking should I go for normal hair dye, dipping or highlight.... Grrr!!

Anyway, I'm sleepy. Lack of sleep during assessment week. :(
Goodnight peeps. By the way, "Oppa gangnam style...!" Ahahahaha
Addicted to this song!



Spider-pig, spider-pig. You're freaking cute. Is it available in plushie form? Wanna hug till its exploded! Hahaha. ^_^

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

Semester 3 is over!!!

Finally!! Exam is over!!!! Yay...! I'm freaking tired, sleepy, exhausted and bla bla ngi ngi ngiao ngiao..... Today is the last paper which is QM and I realize quite a number of mistake I've done but seriously, last paper doesn't make me concern much. I don't know why.



My outfit for today. Trying to dress like the photo that she posted yesterday. Too bad I don't have long silky scarf... And a white shirt. Is in laundry bag...

Yayyy! Should apply for SIA or Qatar or Emirates. Lol.dreaming again.

They say Ivan coming back and it's true. Nick say he's in KLIA already and Nick is inside toilet poooping while replying me. LOL. Am gonna meet my red riding hood kitty soon!! *hearts*
Is he coming down too? Hmmm......

Anyway, tomorrow am going to shopping with my beloved lady, Ee Laine!


Yes, my favorite baby although she always like to annoy me so much. But I do Sayang her so much... :)
Sungei Wang! Here I come!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

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Just a moment ago, grandpa came across my mind when I saw a photo of grandpa with sad face in Facebook. Really tear my heart apart. I miss grandpa.... :(

"Kong, how are you? Are you still riding bicycle up there or driving merz? I miss you so much... :( send my regards to grandma, k? ❤"

Back to the olden days where grandpa still sitting in the wheelchair mumbling, I always asked him "KONG. STILL REMEMBER ME OR NOT???!!".
He will like "you you you you are *idkwhosenamewasthat*". Definitely, grandpa forgotten. I always remind him but he still forget... :) grandpa is cute!!

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Had my manicure and pedicure express just now at Posh Nails.



Chubby fingers


And chubby toes. They're not ugly. They're beautiful in my way.... ❤