Before bed

Let me introduce you, the class clown!
From left, Yoel, Galib and Brendon!
Omg... Hahaha!!

Anyway, I would like to thanks to Starbucks for the birthday cake today. At last I redeemed it on the last day of my birthday month!



Tadaa! Red velvet and a grande hot chocolate. My all time favorite besides mocha frap! Yummy! I've been nonstop eating for today. Gained extra weight tonight. Oh my. I got pancake and my breakfast with milo, I have a nyonya fried noodle with coke then another pancake, red velvet and hot chocolate for high tea and lastly, prawn fried rice and apple juice as my dinner. Freaking full.... Everyone ask me to gain weight... =_=
Sorry, my weight have to be maintained!! Hahahakkkk! Cannot gain weight...

I have not been applying make up to campus lately until yesterday....


One and two!



Take a closer look. I'm wearing Galib's spect!
Look dam old. =X
It's my sister! Hahahaha....
Need a clearer one? Call me! Hahaha!!
Wanna see me without make up?
Follow me in Instagram then. Hahaha!
Nah... This is me without make up but with some photo effect.
There's no photoshop okay..... I don't know how to use it!


Alright, got to go!
Goodnight people....
Have a sweet dreams... Probably dream bout me. Who knows I might be the clown of your dream? :)

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

JC's Pancakes yummy

Let's breakfast at JC's pancakes!
They serve delicious pancakes.
Can be served as desserts, snacks, breakfast or high tea!

So far I've tried the seafood sensations and fruitti bites.
I like the seafood sensations which what I've tasted was crab sticks and mayo sauce with onions.
For the fruitti bites, it's like dessert which consists of banana and chocolate sauce.

They do serve ice blended which they do have special name called "Kar".
Peanut lovers, you should try their peanut kar.
First time in my life I drank peanut beverage.
Lol. Quite delicious.
Their milo kar also the best!
The price is not really that expensive tho.
Now they're having discount for new opening, I guess so.
Deduction of RM1 in a single receipt.
Oh, their staff are very humble. ^^

They do serve some kuih as well.
And they do have nasi lemak in the morning.
I don't know how much but definitely not expensive. :)

Go try it out!
JC's Pancakes located at the second floor of Syopz, Taylor's University Lakeside Campus.

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

I'm afraid of reality

Sometimes I really don't understand....
No matter what you did, people love to judge.
I don't say that they're being bad or mean.
They can make good and bad compliment bout it and that could be results in motivated or demotivated.

When you're single and being loyal and faithful waiting for someone you really fallen for, people around you say "you're dumb. Wasting your time waiting for someone who's impossible..."

When you're single and being flirty and not committed, they say "you're such a million hearts..."

They don't know how much you really committed and willing to wait for a rainbow to shines... They just judge you that way. Not to say they're wrong, but it hurts.
That's reality...

How many people willing to be faithful and loyal?
How many people who are able to live in the way they wanted to be?
Not everyone.
I'm one of it. It's really difficult when I'm trying to be myself and there is always a bunch of people tend to torn me apart. I know they don't mean it, they're caring for me.
But....
Being fake just resulting in having fake friends.
Being fake just resulting in having fake life.

Sometimes, I feel like 这一切都是自己哪来的。
Knowing that ahead me is a big hole, but I'm still thinking that I am able to jump over. Able or not, I don't know. Well, that's me. Sometimes I take risks. As long as there's a chance, there's a hope. Nobody knows.



Am having a high hope that you're really busy with works.
Am hoping you really won't disappoint me because I trusted you.

I really wanted to tell you, I don't mind what you're doing for life because I know that you are have a hard time doing it. 加油吧，宝贝。I don't mind working it out together with you.我是说真的！

But, loving someone doesn't mean you have to own them. All I wanted is you to be happy... Standing from far away, watching you smile, that is more than enough. Your smiles are priceless and worth to me.

有时候真的很累，很想放弃。 但是我相信胡柚一点点可能。
这一点点可能对我老说是很重要。
虽然这一段时间真的很痛苦，我还是愿意。多痛都好，多姓苦也好。我相信你也是一样。
可是我很害怕有一天你会说＂我只是在开玩笑＂。
你不用害怕，我不会怪你也不会生你的气。都是自己哪来的。自己愚蠢，笨。
：）

猪，我很想你。
Tu me manques...

I hope you know it.


- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

End...

My friend came to me and talks about his misery.
He did not realize its my bday today.
It's ok, I don't wanna wished by him since he don't know.
Anyhow, his misery was his girl.

Bro, you're better than me.
At least you got her in your arm and you guys been not talked for 3 days.
Mine?
Almost one month and he's not in my arms yet.
My birthday today, he never wished me.
But I'm still smiling.
Am still waiting for his return.
Standing strong.
My motivation?
His commitment even tho it's just a message.

Guys, no matter what brings you down.
Bear in mind that life is short.
I wouldn't give up on him.
Even tho I'm sad that he's not wishing me or whatever, I'm still smiling.
No matter what happen, I still have to go on with my life, right?

Live simplicity, not complicated.
As long as you're happy with what you did and not hurting someone, that's what make your day beautiful.



One and a half an hour left before my birthday is over.
Am still hoping that you'll wish me.
Even if it doesn't happen, I'm still hoping for the day to be in your arms.
No matter how long it takes you to finish up your job, I'll wait...
Yes, I'm serious.

Hoping my birthday wishes come true...
Thanks Marco for calling to help me visualize a birthday moment.

Stupid Ivan.
Whatsapp me till half way ask who am I.
Noobshit!!
Go jump down from the Great Wall of China please!

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

又在一个人傻笑。
猪，我很想你。^_^

I'll forgive you, my busy man.
Sorry for the doubts. >_<

- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

No, I miss you. Always... I won't give up!


- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤

生日快乐。。

今年的生日过得很不开心。
很大部分都是因为你。
因为你。。。
看你的照片让我觉得很不甘心。
我要看到的是你的人。
但是，这都是不可能会发生的。
算了吧。
只能看你的照片。。。
只能在这里祝福你的一切。
没想到，我的生日会是一直在想你。
想起你，我都会很emo。
但是看起你的message，我又便会开心。
又继续等你。
等你的出现。
我真的很希望能见到你。
希望主妇我的人是你，不是别人。
我真的很想你。。。你知道吗？
又没有想到，我会想念一个变成很陌生的人。
还是那么的想你。不停的想你。
不停的为你祈祷。
一直担心你的一切。
2：23了。
开着skype等待这你说一句话。
看来，我今天的等待是白费的。
不想在freak you out。
可能这个post关于你的事是最后一次。（hopefully）
怕会吓到你。
好了。。。我累了。。。晚安。
希望你会早一点睡。不要累坏自己的身体。：）



- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤