Thank you

Well, don't know why I got this 'thank you' thing inside my head since yesterday...
So, there is a lot of people which I wanted to thanks them... Of course not everyone got tagged in here. =P

First of all, my grandma... Thanks for loving and taking a good care of mommy as she is a disabled child since she was a child. I know how much you work hard and it's not easy to take a good care a disabled child. Mommy must been causing you lots of trouble, huh?? I know you were a loving, tender and care mother. This is why I'm so proud to have a grandma like you... You were always in my heart... Love you....
To another grandma, I did not have any chance to call you grandma and greet you nor hugs from you but you were always my grandma. Thanks for taking a good care of daddy too... Love you too grandma...

Second, my parent. Thanks for working so hard for me and bro. I know working out there is not an easy life. Sorry for always making you worry and angry. You gave us shelter and and love. I promise that I will take a good care of you guys in return. Thanks for fulfilling our wishes and needs. Thanks for taking a good care of us tho you guys were disabled. I'm proud having both of you as my mom and dad. I love you...

Always a caring brother is not everyone can have. Bro always being a guardian to me, how he cares about me. Trying to protect me as I got bullied by someone in school. Never beats me if I never listen to him. Tho you always don't wanna 'tapao' for me, I got pissed off but soon or later I understand that you're tired working outside at the busy saloon. Thanks for loving me and you'll always be the best of the best in my heart. Love you so much...

Teachers/Lecturers is kinda annoying sometimes whenever asking for homeworks but thanks for teaching me and never beats me too as I were your student. =) Thanks for not giving up in me tho I were lazy. x-x Thank you...

Never forget, friends.... You guys were always the best. Thanks for giving me a lot of joy when we were in school/college. Thanks for being supportive to me and caring me cause I were kinda childish in school :S
Special dedi for:-

1. Christine : Thanks for cheering me up whenever I'm down. *hugs
2. Lih Ching & Iris : Thanks for always taking me out to have fun tho sometimes I become your 'spotlight'. Thanks for the memorable days... *hugs*
3. Mandy : Thanks for everything. You were one of my bestie for always! *hugs*
4. Shawn & Rachel : Thanks for everything... You guys never forget me in anytime. Love hanging with both of you. ^^ *hugs*
5. Eded : Thanks for always be an owner at FFS, thanks for always being by my side when I needed someone to talk to. *hugs*
6. Cousin sis, Linda : Thanks for the happy day. *hugs*
7. Schoolmates & college mates : Thanks for being friendly to me as I was not good at being sociable. =)
8. Baby Yan : Tho you were annoying when we were face to face but you still kinda cute to me. Thanks for breaking my mood in the middle of my movie asking me what happen to Ariz making me so miserable. Thanks to him trying to abandon me and scared me to death. Anyway, mommy love you so much. =) *hugs*
9. Hubby's buddies, especially Hafiz & Anep : Thanks for everything especially the ride. Nice meeting you guys! =D *hugs*
10. Net friends : Thanks for always chit chatting with me tho I never find you guys to chat. =P

Lastly never forget my beloved hubby. Tho today we got a little bit pissed off but I'm still glad having you by my side. Tho you were kinda childish for sometimes, but I understand that you were still 19, not 24 above... Sorry that I'm not like the others of your friend can be reach to you when you needed them. Thanks for understanding me and being so caring. Thanks for not giving up on me at anytime... Thanks for everything you did to me. I love you and I always do. So stop teasing me... *mwah* Lately you've been making me so worry about you, so stop it if you can.

Damn it

For the very first time, I'm so pissed off at you.
You make me kinda upset with you because of you playing with that damn laughing gas.
What's wrong with you playing with this spray?
As I asked you why, you say I don't care about you.

What so funny about that and you keep 'xP' in every text you replied?
At first I smiled at the text of you playing with laughing gas as I thought it was just something prank or whatever but when you say you SMOKED it, that is not funny to me anymore.
What if it contain any acid or chemicals?
What if it may spoil your health?

This morning at 5a.m, your text woke me up and I found that I'm not being emo over you.
But you make me pissed off again of what you say just now.
Yes, I am sorry for not being at your side while you're having your holiday now but you staying at home, got stress up but it is not that I lock you up.

I just don't know.
I might be not helping you to feel better and makes you go even worse.
I'm not good at that.
Sorry for everything....

Last night got 'bakuteh' for my dinner with family at Kepong.We ordered a lot of pork and rice. All total 14 bowls of rice for 6persons. I ate 3bowls of rice, bro got 4bowls, dad 2bowls, cousin sis 2bowls, mom's friend 2bowls and mom 1bowl. Yummy... =P

I got big appetite right?? It's because that I'm hungry and it's my favorite. x__x
Usually 2bowls is the only maximum I can reach but I break my record yesterday, 3bowls. Told hubby about it and got shocked. =P
Don't worry, pork won't make people grow fat. =)

Woke up this morning realise my throat are getting worse.
Felt so pain whenever I drink water so I decided to see doctor before it is getting more worse.
Doctor said that my throat got infected by bacteria as I did not really care my throat and I did skip my medicine twice due to someone play hide & seek with my medicine.
Doctor say it could be very ill and luckily I don't have a fever or else I might need an injection on my butt. =-=
Got bump into David Wong, my schoolmates... He was there because of skin allergy.
Why do skin allergy occur when we turns into adult?
Aih....

Kinda moody today coz hubby went emo today...
Sorry that not being at your side for your holiday but I promise, soon we will hang out again... Just that I got quarantine for now... I'm not allowed to go near to someone especially baby. I'm worried that you might got infected by me... =(
Sorry again... =( Thanks for being so caring and understanding me. Love you...

Tonight I'm gonna have oat for my dinner as is taste better than porridge.
Kinda hard for me to swallow rice just now and forget about that I need to change my eating habits for few days. Grr.... Hate sore throat, I hate it so much!! I'm gonna take my medicine and destroy you so I wouldn't have to suffer from sore throat anymore!!

Everywhere....

Yesterday woke up at 8.30 and dragged myself on bed for another 15minutes because I am too sleepy.
Even hubby text me, I'm soooo lazy to reply his text at 6.
What the.... =-=
I wanted to reply and I did type a few words but then I cancelled it and proceed to my sleeping activity.

Once after I done dressing up myself, straight away I take my car's key and drove to bank without taking my breakfast but of course never forget my vitamins.
Do some bank transfer which mom ask me to and I took out 100bucks because my pocket money left RM30. Think so...

I hate the road of Carrefour area a lot! Always traffic one.
Some more the drivers are so agressive including me.
Cannot give chances for them to drive out from the road too much, or else you'll be stuck there for a long time.
I stuck there for 20minutes wei.... =-=
Reach KTM some more need to pay RM3 for parking fee.
Wasaii, since when they started to ask for parking fees?
I thought it was free???
Nah, maybe they need more profit.
I was sitting inside my car for too long till I missed my train.
So have to wait for another train. KNS!
KTM do really need profit, even toilet kena bayar 20cents.
But it's alright since the toilet is clean and not smelly like other places and it's not like I can't afford the 20cents for it.

After came out from the toilet, @@ my eyes was this big.
Just for 5minutes I was inside the toilet and the KTM was so crowded d.
Thursday wor!!! I thought weekdays will be lesser than weekends.
Chiew, forget that now is holiday. =-=
A lot of 'didi' and 'meimei' loitering.
Looks like 'lala' to me.
Ngeh, being sandwiched by them.
I was almost cannot be fit into there luckily those 'didi' generous trying to walk further in so I can go in.
I don't wanna wait for another train as it could be half an hour for 1 TRAIN.

Reached KL Sentral, met up with hubby as he waited me at downstair because he can't carry all the stuff and also because of no trolley.
I was worrying all the night because he bought alcohol back for Yan and, me?
Lame that he bring Bacardi for me as I don't drink much. =-=
Helped him to carry those stuff to upstair and met up with his mom.
I don't know if she heard that I greet her...
While he talks to his mom, bro called me.
Asked me where am I and my trip and asked if I drove to Sunway, he'll kill me.
See, all my family members wouldn't let me drove far away from KL.
^^ as they were so worried if I do so.
They don't trust my driving skill? Nah, they're worry about my safety. =)
Aunt called me Sue also. Such a friendly...
She makes me feels kinda comfortable tho we don't talk much. ^^
Unlikes my other ex's mom.
They don't even talk much to me, makes me feel uncomfortable whenever I visits them.

Wonder how they spelled my name?
SU or SUE? Haha...

After passed those parcel and 1 luggage, we went for McD!!
I got Fillet-O-Fish instead of Bubur Ayam McD.
Hubby got his Prosperity.
I thought they only got Prosperity burger for Chinese New Year?
Maybe for Hari Raya festive because only got beef burger.

Once after we got our brunch, we went to SETIAJAYA. =-=
Hubby keep teasing me as I say Setiajaya is Setiawangsa. wtf
Got drop off there, hubby took a brochure for me.
Hotel Management course.
The fee is about RM40k above. :S
Wonder if my neighbour wanna follow along as she say wanted this course too.
Waiting for Anep to pick us up as Azim was busy in the library.
Assignment?
Don't know. Not really know him much.

Anep reached and we headed to Suriamas to drop off those heavy luggage and rested for awhile.
Hubby and Anep gossip-ing and catch up what happen to all buddy when hubby is not around.
Don't really understand bout what they're talking. =-=
After done gossip-ing, headed to Sunway meet up with some of his buddies which playing bowling. =)
But only one of them are with us to movie which is Poo?
Weird name, huh?
Anyway, friendly guy too.
Emoez at hubby as he say he wanna roll me like bowling ball and crush down all the pins.
He was so excited bout it.
See, he is so violence to me!!!!!
*sigh*
Went to Starbucks to buy some drinks and hubby gave me the Starbucks Coffee 'WISH' card...
11 cups of Starbucks gets 1 Starbucks Coffee 2010 Planner.
I've been stop taking Starbucks coffee ever since I quitted my job last October.
So should I start drinking it again fr that book??
x_x

Four of us then went to Atria to shop as Poo says got branded apparels warehouse sales there.
I don't know they were going to Atria and we turn for few rounds at Damansara Uptown. LOL
Only then they asked me where is Atria.
Swt........... It's been ages I never go there since I was child.
I can't even remember how the shopping center looks like.
I only remember there's a roadside to enter there.
So, they decided to search again.
Sorry for not being helpful.... =(
Only told them it is somewhere around KDU College.

Only for 5minutes, we managed to found Atria! =)
But too bad no parking, wtf.
Haha, we have been turning around for few times there only get 1 'beautiful' parking which is parked too long will have a lot of bird shit decoration on Anep's car.

Wee.... Atria didn't change at all. =-=
Still remain the same.
Looks like the apparel doesn't look nice to Anep and Poo.
Haha... So I requested to go Kepong to drive my car back home as I was worry bout my car.
Some people will just scratch your car or make ur car's tyre puncture.
How fun was that causing troubles to people.

Drove my car back, bought mom's sugar and headed back to Sunway...
Sorry for being troublesome to Anep.
Have to drive around and round and around....
On the way back at LDP, we met up with an accident.
Not us but someone else.
Motorbikes crash...
We did not saw what happen because it was at the back.
So we only see what happen and drove away.
Few cars stopped and help.
Hope they're fine.

Headed back Suriamas as Anep wanna take a shower so me and hubby went to visit Yan as hubby got present for him.
Absolut....
I want the bottle!!!
It is red in color!!!! Mine is transparent. =-=
I hope he won't forget to keep the Absolut bottle for me after they finish it up.
Yan were so happy to receive it.
But he look so sober when we got there.
Sleeping. =-=
He claims that he did not have enough rest.
Pity... Tu la, everyday be ghost. Haha...
Just for awhile there, both of them went in room for bong.
=-=
Don't care what bong they had...
We went back down and headed to Sunway for our dinner.
Sakae sushi. Yummy...
We eat a lot...
I mean Anep.
Haha...
He ate the most.
I love Ika Teriyaki the most.
It's my favorite. =3
Total cost is RM154.35. =)
Cheap???
I don't know. Haha...

So after dinner, 10pm we went to cinema and wait.
No....
We went to Entertainment place. =)
Watch 3 of them race. Haha, funny...
Hubby got the seat which only can drive auto.
Bhahaha, asked him to switch but he don't want to.

We watched Twilight:New Moon.
Duh, budak sebelah me and Anep sleep.
Who? Poo and hubby.
They pay RM12 just to sleep ah??
Walao eh~~ LOL....
Try to woke hubby up to watch some cool part but he sleep back.
Asked him to ean on my shoulder to sleep but I can't hear what he say. =-=
@#$%^&* this is wat I heard.
Movie is end at 1a.m++.
Kinda sleepy... x-x
Reach home, removed my make up and clean up myself, BAM on the bed.
Feels like been ages I did not lay on my bed. Haha...

Okie, stops here. >-<
Bai~

My bad...

Sorry for being emo over you again...
Just that I felt you were busy over other things and I gets annoyed a little bit.
But it doesn't felt right that I was like getting jealous over your football/games/etc etc.
It's just that you were being so focus into that and I am here watching you busy over there.
Maybe I am too selfish now... Wanted you for 24/7 all the time.
Yes, I am... And I don't know why am I being so miserable and annoying for now...
Maybe I was not feeling well so getting emo in just few seconds or maybe I need some of your attention....
Tho you say you were not emo anymore just now, but I still felt that you are still being emo...
Again here, I am truly apologize for what I've done...
I'm sorry...

Again, sore throat. I wonder why it doesn't go away after I've taken my medicine.
Maybe it's my health's problem, weak, so easily got infected or I wasn't really taking a good care of myself.
Or maybe I'm being too stressed up over new house.
Have to run here and there just to buy lamp.

My car's battery got exhausted and dead so.... ask for mom's friend to replace a new battery.
I knew that the car batery is having a problem and I have told my mom that my car need SERVICE.
See what happen now?
Luckily we were not outside from the house.
Or else mati teruk wei..
Weather damn hot today. =-=
That's why my 'flame' gone burst like volcano today.
Yea, I know... I'm having bad temper today.

Bro took out his cam and started to adjust everything and capturing photo INSIDE the house.
Then capture some of my lame face turns out I have to smile so I won't look so FUGLY in that pic.
He asked whether wanna go for his photoshoot on Monday, so I agreed since I'm so free...
Where is the photoshoot???
I got an idea, let's go Desa ParkCity... =)
Just now asked bro to 'tapao' dinner for me but he don't want to.
Then fine, I'm not going to have my dinner today because I lost my appetite or maybe I just ate 1 sausage bun, kaya bao and 'char siu bao'.

Think I should stop now.
Going to sleep...
Really not feeling well.
Nights... Bye...

Exhausted...

This morning woke up at 7.30a.m just to go Jalan Duta with myparent to met J.P Limborg.
I ain't remember him much cause the time I met him I was only 6. @@
Mom told me that he wanna meet me this little girl so I agreed to meet up with him. ^^
So I only slept for 4hours. =-=
I woke up at 7.30a.m and get myself prepare before mom and dad wakes up.
Dad woke up and I ask where is mom.
He replied me "let her sleep for awhile, you guys don't have to reach there so early".
WaaA!!!!
Are you kidding me?!
Nyuuu...

While waited for mom, as usual I went Facebook and stalk at people's blog.
Bhahaha....
Waited till 9a.m++, bro ask me out for breakfast.
LOL
For being the first time he ask me out for breakfast. =-=
He is a big oink oink or I should say a hippo.

After finished our breakfast, we headed home and mom wokes up d.
And the time was 10a.m.
See, mom also a piggy.
Ok, let's jump the story to the place where I go today...

Went to Jalan Duta Indoor Court, few junior or new members were watching some video clips which some well-trained/professional tennis player move.
Finish watching, Mr. Limborg comes towards and have a little chat with mom asking why she stop attending tournament.
He was so surprised to see that I'm well grown tall little girl.
=)
He says that my name, Amanda in french is almond and Asian girls have almond eyes. =3
He also added that I have a beautiful name.
Thanks to my dad for giving me this name. ^^

How lame that my mom suddenly says that she send me to France for my further study. =-=
Hello, I will be leaving home for few years... I'm gonna miss you guys so much especially my sayang. =(
So I rejected =P
Maybe next time when house loan is settled down.

Martin, the tennis coach. I hope I spelled it right.
I admire him so much because every word he say is right and giving all the disable peoples a lot of motivations and also J.P. Limborg.
Martin says "don't confuse your disability with your ability"
J.P says "You just lost your feet and you still have the chance to walk but I'm not so move your fucking ass now"
Don't remember much how he says that because I was in the middle of texting hubby.
Both of them launched a sum of clinics at KL, Thailand, Vietnam and so on just to inspire more disable peoples to play sports.

J.P Limborg do compose musics and he knows how to play drum and keyboard.
Cool right?
He is also a tennis player.
I think if I'm going France to have my internship, I might ask for his help teaching me french. =P

Okay, after chit chatting, I went back home with mom but when on the way, I gets hungry.
So headed back home and decided to eat maggie instead of 'tapao'.
What I'm surprise is, housemaid cook!
But chicken and vegie.
Since I'm coughing, I'm not allowed to eat chicken meat so I have vegie + rice. =(
Not full enough for me.
Then headed out again to furniture store to find lamp.
Thousand of lamps to chose but we just went to 2stores, I felt that I'm going to be blind.
Shining shining bling bling
Ahh, I'm so sleepy makes me wanna lay down on the couch for awhile.
Without falling asleep while looking at the couches, I called hubby to keep me awak but he is just like so busy over there.
Keep busy over his new phone, keep trying to downloading some games.
And now his phone is starving to death. (battery dead)

I'm going to collapse soon.
I'm so so so sleepy right now but just don't know why I don't wanna sleep yet.
Maybe is just that he hasn't back home yet, so kinda worry. =-=

Bro went to buy camera just now.
Canon 50D for more than RM5k.
=-=
Just don't understand why he wanted to buy such damn expensive camera.
Is not that he's taking photographer course or whatever. =-=
Nah, don't wanna talk bout this.
He is too happy until forget to buy me CHRISTMAS CAROL MOVIE>
WTF!!!
I hate him. =<

Okay, I keep tuning into this song for nothing.
Enjoy!

Pissed off

This is why I hate when someone touch my things and then it get lost.
It is my medicine, I have to depends on it to get healthy!
Don't even know my house maid keep it.
Ask her and she's like blur.
This house is not a bungalow, and it's not big, how can it be disappear?!
I'm so fucking emo right now.
My throat is back to sore and I keep coughing.

What makes me more pissed off is my dog.
Keep barking for food as he's been fed!
Don't know what happen to him since 1 or 2 months ago.
Every night, whenever someone returns, he will keep barking for food.
Never stop till you give him snacks!

As I can't smiled for once now.
Damn damn damn emo.
Cough till my throat sore again!!
See, mom ask me go pay a visit to the clinic again.
Makes me feel don't wanna see the doctor for 3times in a month which makes someone thinks that I'm psycho or very ill people.
Been spending too much for this month!

Went to dig the kitchen section.
Guess what, I found my medicine inside a bunch of old newspaper.
WTF!!
Who's being so humour playing with my medicine, hide and seek?!
=-=

Dad success to make me smile when he was cooking 'mee hun'.
Maybe he don't that I'm emo, but whatever he did, I smiled.
Done helping with his meal, I went hungry. =-=
Now "helping" dad to crunch his chicken. =P
Tata~ Off to supper =P