Losing faith in everyone

Again as usual.

Promises are meant to break.

This time is different.

No promises but suddenly felt like everyone couldn't be trusted.

Including me, myself.

ZzzZzz...

No idea what happen to me these few days.

Yea, I'm having 'journey' now.

No icy-drinks.

Thinking if I drink too much, what will happen next?

Mom asking me not to drink so much Coca F***ing Cola.

Why?

Diabetis. =-=

WTF!

I din drink everyday also.

Is not like I need it so much unless I'm craving for soft drinks.

Went to help out cousin sis work become everyday work.

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Shit.

Today been standing more than sitting.

PMS some more striking me having back bone pain.

Dunno wanna bend down or what.

That place got lots of mini cockroaches.

HATE!!

When I'm having my Chicken Rice, there's a cockroache wanna jump into my bento.

KNN!

Luckily din jump, or else whole chicken rice tak payah makan d.

T_T

Feeling unsecure eating there.

Then I continue eating and keep watching out for cockroaches.

Yer, there's one cockroache crawl at my leg.

AHHHHHH!!! NBE!

Luckily I din scream, or else everyone will look at me watching wtf I'm doing.

Yerrr....

I asked bro-in-law to buy some poison to kill them.

=-=

I know it's cruel but scaring me to death is more cruel.

There are plenty of them, I'm only me.

T_T

I hate cockroaches.

SOB!!!

Yesterday accompany cousin sis to buy corset.

Walao eh, cost RM60++ after discount for 1.

=-=

Born baby damn ma fan.

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Have to eat lotsa protein, e.g fish and vegies.

Cannot drink milo and coffee even tea and icy drinks and no soft drinks.

Plenty of plain water and SOYA BEAN.

Cannot eat fried foods, spicy food and seafood.

KNN.

I can't survive for 9months lor...

All this food forbidden coz for baby good sake.

Baby will look cute, fair skin and healthy.

What to do?

Have to lor...

Some more after born, got big BIG tummy.

Have to spend money to buy corset.

What to do?

Later husband complain we look fugly. (fat+ugly)

After cousin sis giving birth, she still keep provoke me and my sis to have baby.

LOL.

Neh, useless one la.

Both of us still young, so stop provoking us k???

Wait lar, 6years maybe.

Ahhh, going back to EQ soon.

Missing lots of my colleagues there eventho I hate my job.

"Hello Spare Part"

Maybe this time return, my dialouge different d.

"Hello, Exact Quality. Good morning. I'm Amanda. What can I help you?"

I might modify it into,

"Hello, Exact Quality. Good watever time is it. I'm someone so what you want?"

Nice right?I know.

Yay me.

Lol...

I just saw my cat gone crazy.

It's unusual thing she do.

Suddenly shock and meow me.

=-=

Dreaming kot.

Okay, back to my job.

Azizi called me on Friday which I tot is Hafiz.

Luckily I din ask him izzit Hafiz.

Scared me off tot something happen to Ariz.

=-=

Mangkuk...

"Hello, is this Susu?"

*wtf??*

"Tak pergi celebrate Deepavali ke?"

"Tak... Nape?"

"Tanya saje, you tau saya siapa?"

"Tak, er.... Saravana? xD"

"Apa???"

"erk, who are you?"

"Azizi sini la, Amanda"

=____=

Malu betul.

How I know it's Azizi...

Laaaa.....

It's my time to sleep.

I was about to off to my wonderland early coz tomorrow have to wake up damn early.

=-=

Why?

Bro-in-law want to take MyKid card for his son.

Then I have to park my car near that place coz tml got class.

He used to fetch me and sis to work for them.

Nice right?

RM40 per day include fetch and meals.

But I din ask for salary except sis.

I just work for fun.

In fact, I want them to save the money for their son.

Owh, lovely baby they got.

Post the pic later k?

=3

Ohkay, gtg now.

Night guys.

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Wanna sleep but still into a mood of being sweet to him

Aih...

=-=

What to do..

Miss him and trying cheering him up.

Is my will.

=)

Don sad kay?

Mwah~

Bonne nuit, hubby.

Reves doux.

I'm truely seeking for your forgiveness...

I felt so bad for what I've just said today.

I'm too rude and I am really regret for what I've said.

I don't mean it and not even mean to say that.

I'm too lousy at making jokes, maybe...

This is my second time that I hurt you again.

I'm really sorry for what I've done.

Now my heart was just for only one.

I don't know when will this relationship last longer.

But I'll try my best to maintain it.

No matter what you are, your shape, your appearance, you are still you.

No matter how far you are, my love for you will still remain the same, maybe even more.

No matter what mood I am, having PMS or whatever negative, I try my best not to ignore you, hurt you or anything.

I just want you to know, I'm serious in everything now especially in a relationship.

I don't wanna bring any regrets from the past.

Tho I always think how stupid I am for letting a best guy in my life from the past.

I was to picky that time, some more at the age of 15-17.

What I wish now for them is to found a better life partner.

I'm sucks. =-=

Dear Melon,

What I say about today that when it hurts your feeling, I was just trying to provoke you.

I wanted you to say something sweet, but it turns out to be a nightmare.

I don't know you're having PMS like I did.

:S

No, you shouldn't say sorry.

I'm the one should say sorry.

I'm truely asking for your forgiveness.

je suis désolé

Not sorry for hurting ex.

Tuesday night, I hurt my ex badly. (yea, I'm mean)
I know he was sobbing but I must do so to let him know my heart was belongs to him anymore.
He never understand.
How can you hurt someone badly till your partner gave up on you, only then you appreciate them?
Anyhow, once I gave up on you, everything is over.
Tho there was a second chance, it will not work it out.
I know that so I wouldn't take any risk to have second chance but I won't gave you a chance coz there is no you in my world.
You don't know how much I hated you when you treat me like a piece of paper.
Draw on it with a pen and when there's no space left for you to draw anymore and when you saw there's a note book which you can draw as much as you can so you need a time to choose whether which one is better to be draw on.
But too much time you have taken to decide, no matter how much liquid paper you used to erase, there's still a mark on it.
Till then the paper expose to air and time, it has become yellowish paper and flew away by the blow of wind.
I'm not angry that the appearance of note book.
I'm angry because you treat me as spare part.
You should know once you chose me as your life partner, you shouldn't decide again unless you dump me.
I thought that you understand me.
I gave you lots of chances eventho you keep hurting me.
I had enough giving you chances coz you never appreciate it.
I always apologize to you and I mean it.
But you?
You only say sorry but did you mean it?
Is too late for you to apologize.
No matter how sincere you are, you'll never got the key to my heart.
You never know, I cry by myself every night.
You never know how much I needed you when I'm down.
You never show up yourself.
Your distance getting far.
So what I can say now is goodbye.

Flash back

Wonder what is my mood for tomorrow?

Will be helping my cousin sister to work at Sg.Wang, like last time.

Will I be daydreaming?

Aih, working there remind me of Melon.

Remind me what I was doing there then someone bump infront of me which I was thought a customer.

I'm working there and he ajak me for lunch then shopping.

=-=

Keep poking my tattoo.

Show me magic trick.

Kononnye...

Lame la your trick.

Aih, miss you so much...

Text you, no response.

Coz you're sleeping.

Having a little sweet nap and turns out to be goodnight and sweet dreams.

Just don't know why these few days got no mood to blog.

Just suddenly went empty.

Maybe otak dah berkarat kot...

So, must go out to fresh up my mind.

Then Friday, maybe get to blog with rubbish again like usual.

Nyek nyek nyek.

Then all of you will read and read and read.

Eyes goes from left to right and keep repeating.

Look like sotong.

Haha...

=)

Getting back to tamagotchi now.

I name him, Dessert.

Band name, Kanasai.

Coz all character really look like shit.

xD

One is ghost and another two "pet pet" mouth.

Jessica will laugh when she read this.

See, you're smiling now.

Pity her and Triny coz next week, both of them work for whole Malaysia as customer service.

So, if anyone is looking for a job, CONTACT ME IMMEDIATELY!!!

I need 1 spare part admin clerk and 1 customer service.

So do call me for more info k?

Don't worry, is very easy.

All you have to do is to data type and pick up the phone calls.

=)

Easy???

Only weekdays and working hour is 8.30 to 6.00pm.

Salary, I taktao~~

For part-time, 1day RM50 and Saturday (if needed) RM80.

=)

Nice?

I used to work as part time there but I work everyday.

For spare part admin clerk, I'll teach.

Don't worry, it's easy to learn.

Okay, I gotta go now.

Tomorrow have to wake up so so early and I wanna meet my Melon at the Stamford Bridge, I think.

=P

Dead Chelsea fan.

Everyday football... etc etc...

^-^

il est si mignon.

Aimez-vous, melon

Lazy, but insist to...

Just don't know why I'm getting more addicted into blog and taking picture.
But I'm so lazy with the uploading thingy.
Yerrr~~~
Eventhough it just took about few seconds and the rest is waiting, I don't wanna touch it.
=-=
I know, I'm lazy...

Ohkay~
3 more days to go...
I'm leaving EQ.
=(

I'll miss everyone there...

Don't worry, I'll come back to lunch with you guys!
Today went dinner with one of the salesman from Kuching, William.
Everyone complain that he's very annoying guy. LOL.

I do think so too.

=P

While awaiting for Jessica, I was too hungry and I mooncake appears in my mind.

Is Doraemon mooncake with mango flavour.

Is a gift from my friend~

First time receive mooncake from friend.

Lol, I'm so "par lia".

See, so kawaii~~

Tak sampai hati nak potong...

But still have to coz hungry so I took a picture of it.

"car head picture"

LOL~

The ingredient...
Don't know what paste but I know there is few slices of mango in it.

Okay, back to my dinner story with William.
We decided to have our dinner at Green Town which is located at Brem Mall.
We went to fetch Iris and went to Brem Mall, and eat then balik.
On the way back home, 3 of us saw sushi.
YAY~~
Terus langgar masuk. xD
Pick our favourite sushi and pay.
Very cheap coz 50% discount.
LOL...

Look delicious isn't it?
Didn't get to try all coz bro ate almost 80% of it.

=-=

I wore my new t-shirt.
Can't wait to wear it...
I bought it coz HE loves football, especially Chelsea.
^-^

Tho is male "M" size.
No female size, so have to buy male size lor~~

Nice??
I love it. =P

Okay guys...
Miruku is tired d, eyes wanna close ler...
So, goodnight and sweet dreams . =P

Night market...

Went to night market with Kaz and Angel just now.
Actually went for dinner with a bunch of friends but then cancel.
=-=

So we went for night market.

Kaz treat me Mango Tango with a Doraemon figurine.
Will try it out tomorrow.

Thanks!! ^-^

We headed to mamak to have our dinner.
After finish dinner, we go walk night market.
Angel looking for smelly tofu.
So, hunt for smelly tofu.
While waiting Angel to buy smelly tofu, me and Kaz hunt for sandals.
=P
It was my idea to buy a sandal coz I hate my current sandal so much!
Just dunno white loathe it.
I buy white+red while Kaz chose white+black.

This is it.
It suppose to be red but it looks like pink coz of the phone camera effect.

We walked whole market there, even some of the place walked twice.
xP
So, we decided to go back...
On the half way, I saw a wall sticker with lot of cats!
Without thinking much, I just bought it.
What?~?~
RM3 only mah~~
=P

My cat, Asumi, very "keh poh" 1.
Whenever there's a new thing, she'll do her job.
Kastam check. xD

Even she sit on it.
Hello, it's not a carpet la, mangkuk...

Aih...
Besok balik kerja~~~
Lazy ah~
But it's just for last week.
Then I'll back to my own free time~~
Then Ariz don't have to worry I'm busy or get scolded by miserable customer~
Last week to go~

Now my bro and his buddy bully-ing Aaron.
It's his birthday tomorrow, my bro decided to treat him to Station-One but he don't want.
LOL~
Force people one.
xD
Pity lah~

D-E-licious Italianies

Aih, don't why my mom chose a clumsy maid...

Already told her not to chose but she insist to.

By looking at the photo, I lost my appetite.

Look so old, like my mom sister.

Aih, next Friday, send her back then wait for a new maid again.

Now I have to clean up the ceiling fan since she is.... short.

My mom box that contains stock have been teared coz of her.

Again, short problem.

She pull and then *zap*.

=-=

Aih~

Have to help my mom next Saturday onward.

I'm cool with it coz I don't have to PICK UP any calls anymore.

Dunno have to work for how many weeks.

Waiting new maid come, have to teach her from the beginning.

Again, aih...

Why there's none of them stay 1?

That's why I don't like a maid which has kids.

Keep missing their children and worry.

Yerr...

Yesterday went to 1 Utama with Jessica and Iris.

We had our lunch at Italianies.

Cool, our favorite, clams...

Yummy.

Then we had pasta and cheezy pizza.

So D-E-licous!!

So then we head to carpark.

STOP!

Jessica went to NoSe to look at wedges, heels and etc etc.

So she bought a bling bling one.

Eeee~

Envy coz she get to buy and I'm not.

She got her pay out early than me.

So I can't buy lo...

Okay, after that we went to Ikano.

They took me to Brand's Shop.

I think that's the name.

3pieces of T-shirt for only RM50.

They took 5pieces and I, 2pieces.

Okay, then we go to have Starbucks.

Have a chit chat then headed to Desa Park City.

We date again, next week go there to play kite.

OMG!!

Did I say next week?!

WTF!!!

I work...

T-T

Yer....

Have to tell them later.

Oh-kay...

After Desa ParkCity, we headed back home.

Till 10p.m, we went to Hartamas Square for shesha and me, dinner.

=P

Ah~~

Tonight got Liverpool vs Chelsea.

Alright, gotta stop here for now.

Have to wipe the ceiling fan and get myself clean.

College friends ask me out to night market.

Wee~~~

^-^

Bye~~

Oh my goodness!

Haven't receive my pay out and I went to shopping with Jessica and Iris.
The worst is, I'm the one who ajak Jessica first.

I just want to buy new tooth brush but three of us started to shop after I bought my tooth brush at guardian.

We went to Food & Tea to have our dinner, then we go to Etude House to buy some nail color.
Aiyoyo, the sales-girl to professional, keep intro this and that.

I only wanted to buy one nail color but she promote so much things to us.

Makes me buy so much things.

1 nail color, 1 top coat and 1 nail remover which we just place our finger into the bottle and roll.

Smells so sweet.

=3

I just straight away buy without thinking the total price.

^^

But I'm so happy about the free gift and sticker.

Free gift is just a file which got leng zai to see but too bad it's is not my beloved "fruit".

Then the sticker, aih...

Need to collect 3 stickers only got free gift.

Slow slow wait luh~

Not always shop for fun.

No time shop also...

See what I have bought with RM50 including my dinner...

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Ok...
It's our drink.
Quite tasty~ =)

Aih...
Dunno where did he go...
Din reply my text even msn...
Call him only pick up.
Yer~~

Today got new colleague.
Female and is a Malay.
Aih...
Have to teach her all of my jobs.
I think I should just write down every step into a paper and pass it to her.
I hate teaching lar~
I bet she'll quit her job in one month.
Haha!!
Aih...
Hurt my finger when I pack my customer stuff.
=(
It wasn't so hurt but when I look at it, bulu roma pun naik.
Few holes on it.
Yer~~

Yay~
Shopping this Saturday!!
^^
Also my facial wash~
Nyuuu~~