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Friday, June 19, 2009

Nothing Special

Day go like usual.
Nothing much happen.
Woke up, breakfast and laptop.
=___=
How boring of my life now.
Since after final exam, my life went bored.
Now I know how important of having class everyday.
Get to chat, laugh and get scolded.
xD
But now, waiting on demand test, I seems get lazier each day.
Oh ya, talking bout my test, I remember that my English Business result were out.
WTF!
PASSED?!
I thought of MERIT instead of DISTINCTION!
My lecturer must be very disappointed.
Sorry lah~
This time the test was really hard.
I can see lots of my classmate put a lot of effort than I do, they seems unhappy with their result.
I should be thanks to God that a lazy bum bum like me can pass the test without putting any effort on it.
Maybe my classmate were too worry and stress about it.
That makes them scare and F the subject.
If they re-take the exam, I wish them good luck.
Felt so sorry to them.
Okay, back to my story.
Next Saturday will be going Redang.
I'm so excited.
Bout my Penang trip, no news from bro and so forget bout it.
Lucky didn't go.
I am so BROKE!
Didn't even work, mana ada wang happy hour?!
Now I'm still worry bout money problem.
I don't even know how much should I bring to there.
I have to buy souvenir mah~
If not, my friend will complain saying I never put them in my heart.
Of coz, 1st come 1st serve basis.
So my dearie friend, date me out after I came back from Redang!
xD
No la, you can do reservation now de~~
=P
I'm serious la whey~~~
Ok ok, guys!
Any new upoming movie??
I still haven't watch BLOOD ah~~~
=(
Even my plan from before exam also haven't fulfil yet.
WTH!
Haven't shopping some more.
Broke ah~~
How to shopping?!
Sing k also haven't go.
Nvm nvm, wait I back from Redang 1st.
Haiz~!!!!
Next Monday, facial treatment.
Hohoho~
Fulfil one of my plan d~
^^
Ok, I'm gonna stop here~
Baibai~~

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Love

Love are blind.
Even know the path they took are wrong, they still walk towards.
Wrong once and they step deep further ahead.
I've been talk bout these for lots of times.
My old blog till new blog.
The word remain the same.
I've seen a lot of teenagers are willing to do something stupid for love.
Why???
Why this kind of "culture" exist???
Love do have beginning and ending.
It might be end up with happiness or sadness.
For those whose end up with sadness, try to be open minded.
Sometimes break up happen, doesn't mean that it is the worst thing ever.
It gaves you freedom, new life, new start, everything is new.
There's a story of a friend of mine.
She younger than me.
Well, living with a family with no love and have to live independence.
For me, her life is so pathetic and miserable.
2years ago, she met a guy at working place.
From friend to lover.
What happen between in this 2 years is they often argue and she always seems never trust this guy.
Always suspect that this guy have a gf outside.
=____=
So they end up with break up.
She still love this guy and what she do is always use suicide word to scare this guy.
I dunno larh. Just agak agak she try to blackmail this guy with suicide.
If she were my friend, I want to tell her that, suicide doesn't solve your problem.
Go on with your life.
Appreciate what you got.
There's still many thing for you to done.
Tho you know there's nothing left but you don't know what might happen tomorrow.
No matter how much you love this guy and both of you broken up and no matter how sad you are, you should think straight forward.
Love someone doesn't mean that you have to own him.
You should bless him and gave yourself a chance to go forward your journey.
You still can be friend with him.
I know he would bless you and wanted you to find a new love too.
Why you want to make both of you suffer before and after break up?
If you think that death could solve problem, then go ahead.
If you die, you are avoiding the problem and other people have to solve it for you.
Is this fair?
Ask yourself.
Try to say that you're not afraid of death.
You only afraid of lonely.
Look your surrounding.
There's everyone willing to share everything with you.
Love cannot be force, forcing no happiness.
I guess you should know this very clear.
If you die because of a guy, you'll make other people look down on you and shame of you.
Didn't even work hard to be staying alive where as you are trying to kill yourself.
Your death will not bring any goods to everyone but you stay alive, it is.
Tho I don't know what's running in your head but please be strong and continue your journey.
Try to think for his good and yours.
Lift up your head and move on.
Seek for a new life and new love.
Ahhh~
I'm wasting my time typing this again.
Even tho I know she wouldn't read this coz she don't know me, but my point is, I want everyone to know about this.
No matter how hard this life is, you still have to go through with brave and strong.
Good luck on seeking your new life and new love.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Sick

Ah~~~
Sick d~~
T_T
Yesterday curi makan KFC.
Actually I can eat, only cannot eat spicy.
I ask for spicy, not HOT & SPICY.
Make my stomach hurt... =(
Then nvm.
After finish having "war" with the chicken chest, my nose start irritates me.
Then I sneeze, flu appear.
Aduh~
Gek sei...
Made me having a running nose.
Then at night, my throat started to feel harsh.
Till midnight, I confirm that I'm having sore throat.
Going to see doctor later.
Actually there's another sickness.
My neck keep itching since last week and my mom ask me to see those tabib cina.
=______="
Gave my some type of cream for outgoing use and some powder type for staying at house use.
No sambal, no poison food (seafood), only pork and vegetables.
NO CINTAN SOME MORE!!!
T____T
Luckily I eat first before meeting her.
Wakakaka~~
=P
It's my neighbour's recommend to mom.
The place is at Taman Kok Doh I think.
I almost bang a taxi today when I'm on my way to there.
Fuck the taxi driver la.
Suddenly cut into the road that I'm trying to go.
Is he blind?!
Nvm nvm...
EEEEeeee....
Keep coughing...
Last night missed out one movie with br.
T.T
Mom ask me to stay at home.
SOB!!!
So sad, so sick, so weak.
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*dead*
Choi!!!
Haven't die yet la...
It's not the time yet also.
=____="
Going to stop blogging now.
Baibai~~~

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Exam is over

At last, exam is over but I'm still thinking about on demand.
Till then, I made up my mind to retake exam.
Have to pay again... RM183 flew away~~~
Exam retake is on 27 June, so I have to study all Account for now.
This is the last Account with old syllabus.
x.x
Going Penang next week with bro...
I guess I'll sleep alone.
There's only 3 of us going.
My bro, bro's friend and I.
Going 4 days and 3 nights.
By airplane~
Yeah~~
My 1st time plane. ^^
Bro is taking me to clubbing too.
Hope that I'm fine with the loud music. :S
I'm thinking to ask my friend to follow but don't know who to ask.
Then next two week go to Redang.
Two times trip are going on weekend.
Must be a lot of people.
I'm so excited for now. ^^
Should I bring some of my Account note to Penang??
I think I should.
If got time, sure waste on it mah~~ =D
Tomorrow back to work with cousin sister.
So have to sleep earlier tonight...
=)

Monday, June 8, 2009

Facebook...

Recently Facebook's apllication always maintenance.
Makes me feels so bored and angry!!!
But I just found out that Gary makes a Facebook Fans Profile and it's an official page!!
^^
I'm so happy to be one of his fans tho I never buy his album before but I never support his pirate CD!
I never buy any of his album is just because financial problem.
=(
But nvm, I still can download his songs or go to youtube to listen to his song.
His new album, Supermarket.
LOL...
As I know, there is "super woman", "superman", "supersunshine" and now, "supermarket".
I want to wish him goodluck on his new release album.
Love his newest song titled Mr.Longly.
Tho I was bad in chinese hearing but, I know this song is about lonely ppl, maybe.
It's a nice song...
=)
Yesterday was my ex birthday.
=(
I didn't wish him.
No brave / strength to send him a text.
Useless me.
1 more exam to go.
Then I'll go shopping with Hing but I don't think he's bringing me to shopping.
LOL.
He say wanna watch Ong Bak 1st.
Ong Bak nice meh??
Hmm, haven't watch, haven't know.
After that, work on Thursday and Friday, facial treatment!
Yaayyy~~
^^
Free, I'm free...
But have to continue after back from Redang which means July.
MYOB classes and English Business.
If I know that MYOB is releasing, I won't take UBS.
Waste my time and money.
=_="
Thinking to get a new tattoo but dunno what tattoo should I get.
Any idea??
^^
Just planning but not sure yet.
Ariz sure pke me again if he saw.
Stop poking.
={

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Fermented milk xD

Actually nobody understand what's my "Miruku" name is about.
Miruku stands for MILK.
Is in japanese.
Okay??
How come I call myself milk?
Doesn't mean I have milk la, aduh!
Also doesn't mean that I produce milk or whatever.
My name is Sue Chin, lots of my classmate especially my bestie call me "Ah Sue".
What's running in my head is, usually ppl call the last name "Chin" but my friends call me with the middle one.
=_="
I also don't know why.
Hahah~
About my title for today is, the stupid Melon always change my names and learning bout milk.
Luckily, I'm not his experiment for his lesson.
Later I become dessert wa!!
=(
Dessert suppose to eat by me, not I transform to dessert.
Today 2 exams in a day.
Wasai!!!
Killing spree ah?
Nvm, nvm...
Made me can't sleep very well last night cause cousin sis kept reading and writing and keep lift the pages left right left right.
*splish splash*
Aduh!!!
Woke me up 3 times.
I only get to sleep 2hours below.
=_=
Then have to wake up on 6a.m and prepare to go college.
Same as Monday.
Have to wake up very early for exam.
It reminds me of SPM.
LOL!
Damn exhausted.
2 more exams to go and I'll be free~~~~
Nyek nyek nyek~~
Sing K, facial treatment, Redang, shopping, loitering and GAMES!!!
Mostly never forget is my baby, SHESHA!!!
It's been a month I never touch it.
=(
Anyone wanna date me??
=P
Just joking~~
^^
I'm a busy milk.
Must kept well or else will become broken milk.
:S

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Surounded by butterflies / flies

Maybe some of you know what does it mean by my title.

I everyday told myself that "if the old never go, new never comes".
Since break with the "pao", I told myself to stay single as long as I can but my "etiquette" still remains in my mind.
What's my "etiquette"?
PsssT!
I'm afraid of being lonely and I hate that I don't have a life partner.
It doesn't mean I have a flower heart because of hating that my life without a partner.
It just myself.
Duh~~~
I just don't know how to express it.

Ever since being with my "pao", I never ever find his bad attitude.
Even he smoke, I try to told myself that he's not.
(am I an idiot?)
I don't even dare to look at other guys even talk to stranger guy.
After jealousy appears, many words running in my head, I made up my mind to talk to him and tell him what I want.
Then, different thinking between us appear.
After 10 months I only realize that his thinking are different.
T_T
After breaking up, I realize he's not the only one in my life.
I'm still young but.... =_="

I'm being too greedy, I really can't make any decision for now.
I'm so confused.
I wish that I'm brave enough to make a decision.
How can it be so hard to make a decision?
Help me, guide me.
I'm so tired thinking about this.



1st examination(MA) is over.
Lecturer is right, the question are very easy but I don't know how to do.
I don't even dare to look at the answer for now.
I know there's 1 question is wrong!
T_T
Now I'm going facing BS and ABC.
I hope I done well this time.
What I'm awaiting is fun.
Not examination.
>.<
I'm awaiting for my facial treatment and happy hour.


Recently my skin become sensitive.
I don't even know what I've eaten till my neck itchy.
Aduh~~~
T_T
No pretty pretty skin anymore.
Not only skin problems occur, my dark circle and my weight!
Dark circle is more clearly skin and I've put on too much weight!
I've bought a pant before Chinese New Year and now, it's tight!!!
Oh my god, oh my god.
Gotten fat already.
Arghhh, my neck is itchy.
Time for medicine and time to rest.

Goodnight!!!
<3 ya'll!!