Fermented milk xD

Actually nobody understand what's my "Miruku" name is about.

Miruku stands for MILK.

Is in japanese.

Okay??

How come I call myself milk?

Doesn't mean I have milk la, aduh!

Also doesn't mean that I produce milk or whatever.

My name is Sue Chin, lots of my classmate especially my bestie call me "Ah Sue".

What's running in my head is, usually ppl call the last name "Chin" but my friends call me with the middle one.

=_="

I also don't know why.

Hahah~

About my title for today is, the stupid Melon always change my names and learning bout milk.

Luckily, I'm not his experiment for his lesson.

Later I become dessert wa!!

=(

Dessert suppose to eat by me, not I transform to dessert.

Today 2 exams in a day.

Wasai!!!

Killing spree ah?

Nvm, nvm...

Made me can't sleep very well last night cause cousin sis kept reading and writing and keep lift the pages left right left right.

*splish splash*

Aduh!!!

Woke me up 3 times.

I only get to sleep 2hours below.

=_=

Then have to wake up on 6a.m and prepare to go college.

Same as Monday.

Have to wake up very early for exam.

It reminds me of SPM.

LOL!

Damn exhausted.

2 more exams to go and I'll be free~~~~

Nyek nyek nyek~~

Sing K, facial treatment, Redang, shopping, loitering and GAMES!!!

Mostly never forget is my baby, SHESHA!!!

It's been a month I never touch it.

=(

Anyone wanna date me??

=P

Just joking~~

^^

I'm a busy milk.

Must kept well or else will become broken milk.

:S

Surounded by butterflies / flies

Maybe some of you know what does it mean by my title.

I everyday told myself that "if the old never go, new never comes".
Since break with the "pao", I told myself to stay single as long as I can but my "etiquette" still remains in my mind.
What's my "etiquette"?
PsssT!
I'm afraid of being lonely and I hate that I don't have a life partner.
It doesn't mean I have a flower heart because of hating that my life without a partner.
It just myself.
Duh~~~
I just don't know how to express it.

Ever since being with my "pao", I never ever find his bad attitude.
Even he smoke, I try to told myself that he's not.
(am I an idiot?)
I don't even dare to look at other guys even talk to stranger guy.
After jealousy appears, many words running in my head, I made up my mind to talk to him and tell him what I want.
Then, different thinking between us appear.
After 10 months I only realize that his thinking are different.
T_T
After breaking up, I realize he's not the only one in my life.
I'm still young but.... =_="

I'm being too greedy, I really can't make any decision for now.
I'm so confused.
I wish that I'm brave enough to make a decision.
How can it be so hard to make a decision?
Help me, guide me.
I'm so tired thinking about this.



1st examination(MA) is over.
Lecturer is right, the question are very easy but I don't know how to do.
I don't even dare to look at the answer for now.
I know there's 1 question is wrong!
T_T
Now I'm going facing BS and ABC.
I hope I done well this time.
What I'm awaiting is fun.
Not examination.
>.<
I'm awaiting for my facial treatment and happy hour.


Recently my skin become sensitive.
I don't even know what I've eaten till my neck itchy.
Aduh~~~
T_T
No pretty pretty skin anymore.
Not only skin problems occur, my dark circle and my weight!
Dark circle is more clearly skin and I've put on too much weight!
I've bought a pant before Chinese New Year and now, it's tight!!!
Oh my god, oh my god.
Gotten fat already.
Arghhh, my neck is itchy.
Time for medicine and time to rest.

Goodnight!!!
<3 ya'll!!

How to know if there is a girl likes you

This was written upon my friend request. LOL. I am not any specialist in love. So the same again, correct me if I'm wrong. =D

Well, as far as I know that when I started to fall in love and what I do is:

• text him when I missed him
• call him to ask whether that he had taken his lunch or not
• love to hang out with him
• only him standing infront of me tho it was crowd :S
• do something special/sweet just for him
• grab a chance just to see him
• see him from far away
• try to stand near him
• listen to his story
• ask a lot whenever we met
• chit chat with him
• spend sometime with him tho I was busy
• try to do something that he likes

Err... Guess this is what I know but guys, you should know and feel it when there's a girl kept asking about you and talk to you on the phone tho she was TIRED! This is what I do whole night. =.= My black circle are getting darker. LOL. Guess I was falling in love again but I still can't start a relationship for now. I still need sometimes and trying to enjoying my "holiday". =P

Nah, I'll just talk about this guy to ya'll know next time. This guy gave me a special feeling but he is dangerous. :S But if you guys wanna know, request it. If no, I'll just talk about another story.

Happy enjoying my "holiday"!!! ^^

p.s: to the requestor, I don't know what to type anymore cause I really don't know "How to know if there is a girl likes you" topic but there's a little information for you. =D

How to know that a guy really likes you

Well, these are some of my opinions and my lessons from the past for what guys should be beware of and how to know that they really likes you.
If you doesn't agree with my opinion, correct me. =)

Firstly, a guy likes you will do something like:

• call you everyday
• text you no matter what, tho there is nothing important
• replied your text
• date you
• jealous when you're hanging out with boys
• share problems with you

Usually boys which are always talk about promises, DON'T TRUST THEM. (I know this word might be hurting them but mostly 8 out of 10 are LIARS) What to do? Blame yourself lah! (sorry, I doesn't mean to scold you guys)

For myself, I love being courts/flirts by guys. (I'm not a slut, it just gave me a feel that I'm still so attractive. LOL) So I'm going to stay single as long as I can till I found some-one that really care about me, love me, never left me behind and care my feelings. Sometimes, when I was alone, I'm just so sad. I don't even know who to find, who to talk to.

So, back to the story. Mostly guys with a lots of girlfriend (I mean just friend, not those in a relationship) hardly to trust them. This guys usually loves courting girls and not being serious but of course we as girl would like this kind of feelings too. If you like this type of guys, get ready to be dump! Don't be silly. 9 out of 10 are dangerous. =.="

How to find out that they really cares about you??

• don't pick up their phone calls
• don't accept their date
• ignore them as long as you can but don't OVERPLAY (guys very sensitive like we do when we get angry)
• they remember each word that you say
• say sorry when do something wrong (guys, say sorry when you really mean it!)
• care your feelings
• never say lies to you except they really had to hid something from you

If the guy really cares about you, they'll notice that you're angry and worry about you. He will try to call you and asking why are you ignoring him. Some boys thinks that you hate them so you are trying to get rid of them. So what to do? After few days, he will text you and say that he won't disturb you anymore. Tell him that if we are ignoring him, then why in the earlier we talk to him?

How to we get rid of some one that we don't like?

• tell him that he's not your type
• don't gave him your phone number
• don't pick up his call so often
• ignore him as much as you can
• be different, i.e. bossy, greedy, bad temperature (just be the opposite of you, like the evil twins. xD)
• don't over react, they might thinks that you're crazy

Don't ever think to have a boyfriend so early. Sometimes boyfriend will give you a little freedom. If you complained that you don't have enough freedom from your parent, don't wish that you have a boyfriend. You'll look like a puppet if you do that. Think properly and make the right choice. You still young and you got lots of choices to choose. Be open minded, look forward, don't look only your current standing. If a guy dumps you, it doesn't means that the world are crushing. Don't ever think about suicide. Bad idea! Your parent gave you a sheltor to shed, a family warmth that full of love, love and care you till you're fully grown up and you die just because of a guy that dumped you?! Fuck you and I really mean it. If you trying to kill yourself, wish that you were never born before into this world.

Love yourself before you are trying to learn to love some one else.

Labour Day

Happy Labour Day to all workers and Happy Holiday to all citizens!!

^^

I wanna go shopping very much but I'm sure tomorrow is a bad idea for shopping coz too many ppl will go for shopping.

:S

I will be very very bored coz I have no activities for tomorrow.

T.T

What should I do??

Thought today date friend for supper but then he's busy movie.

=.="

Date me plz~~~~~

Anyone?!!?!?

Sob...

I'm so alone now.

No-one is at home with me except my pet and insects.

xD

I misses english class a lot.

No more fun at college after taking english test.

Have to wait after LCCI exam then only continue study english.

=(

I feel so stress out.

I'm lost.

T.T

Relax and enjoy

Today I went to my friend condo to swim with some college friends.

It was fun tho my nose "drank" 5times water.

Then came a black guy holding a camera looking so suspicious that he was actually capturing our picture.

What is he trying to do?

I don't know.

Maybe he was perverted.

Girls out there, watch out ya.

I've try out my new swim wear that bought by my mom as an advance birthday gift.

^^

But I make my mom angry just now.

I was suppose to text her when I reach friend house but I was completely forget bout it.

How careless I was.

Makes her so worried bout me.

I'm so sorry!!!

I never meant to make her angry.

I felt I weren't myself these few days.

I don't even know what happen to me.

Kept forgeting and don't know which direction to go.

I dream about ex dear.

Asking him to give me a kiss and he did.

How sweet and funny he use to be when we were together.

I miss the moment.

Ow...

I really miss it.

I was wondering do you miss it too.

Happy or sad?

Back to single status again.

So should I be happy that I'm free or should I be sad that I'm alone???

Cry for a little while, get downstair and get crazy with bro and his friend.

No-one knows that I've broke up.

When we (girl) love the 100%, they won't love you 100% too.

Of course I'm not trying to say that my ex don't love me 100%, I know them.

Dad promise me to buy me a perfum for my birthday, but mom already bought me a present.

Too early, huh?

I don't mind getting an advance birthday present, cause I LOVE PRESENT!!

Who doesn't like present??

I love surprises too...

Give me surprises and PRESENT.

=.="

Guess I don't have the chance to go Genting with him to celebrate my birthday anymore.

No chance to watch star together...

:S

Well, got to go.

Bye~~