Maybe you just don't know the feeling of turning down people or maybe being turned down. You just go with your flow. Giving me false hint and say everything like it wasn't an answer. Yeah, all the time. I should have not trusted so much on you and accept the fact that it is always untrue. You have no idea how people think about us for always turning them down. You'll never understand.

Suckest day ever. Bad year ahead of turning another one year older. Phone spoilt during updating, puke in the club, you listen to stranger rather than listening to me, creep him out, been apologizing for different thing for 3 days continuously to him... What's next?

I really really tired of this for some times.... Apologize and go? I can't... Maybe I could apologize for raising my voice and forgive, but I doubt forget. Just too much of false hope given. Heard enough as well. I believe it will happen again for my next training. Far? When I say nearby, you would say far because Sunway it's just 20 minutes away and you complained far. Thanks tho....


- je m'appelle Amanda... ❤