Sorry, I don't mean it

I know I've hurted your feeling yesterday with one of my text.

I don't mean it.

But today, every word I say today is for real, serious.

Maybe you're right.

I'm stubborn to go out yesterday.

But if I don't end up everything, I'm idiot.

Sorry for everything.

I've shouldn't appear in your life.

I should keep my distance from you from now on.

I'll disappear.

I promise....

Went out with my bestie, Cristine, to 1U today.

Her hair is now longer with brown red color.

Not as messy as she stated as her in her blog.

She's now grown up same as me.

We had our Starbucks and movie, The Orphan.

=)

She was trying to cheer me up because of last night thingy.

My mood was better but it turn out even worst when some1 called me when I'm in the middle of movie.

It makes me so worried and I try to text and called him.

No response.

That's more worst.

My mood was like not in the cheering mood.

All running in my head was him.

Din tell Christine bout that, worried that it will spoil her mood too.

Sorry~~

=(

All I got today was various type of mood.

So, my day were like a bazaar.

Happy, sad, frustated, confused, sad, worry, mad, laughing and making a lot of jokes.

So, the movie, The Orphan was great but we missed almost 10minutes++ of it.

We're late but still having great time.

She watch until she slipped the popcorn and 1/3 of the popcorn covered my seats.

"I sells popcorn!!!"

She's now phobia to orphan.

The Orphan, kinda contain something negative especially killing.

=___=

Horrifying.

And the orphan turns out is an old lady, erm, what I mean is an adult.

Aged 33years old.

;)

I'm spoiler.

So if you dont wan me to be spoiler, stop reading now and skip to the next paragraph.

She's from mental hospital and the most agressive woman among there.

She got some special hormones imbalance which cause her looks like a child.

She kill every men of the family which doesn't loves her.

So, she's a criminal.

@.@

Okay, spoiling time ends.

If wanna watch, go TGV.

They din cut some "special" scene so much compare to GSC.

But if you insist to go GSC, you like lor.

=___=

Blerk~~

One Utama got big sales.

Go shopping!!

Duh~~

I haven't hunt for my dinner dress yet.

=(

Guys, currently I wont be online and update my blog for a very very very long time.

So you don't have to visit my blog/msn/facebook.

I wont be there.

Even phone due to my privacy things.

Don't be sad.

You'll be notify when I'm back.

Cheers.....

Why?

I'm feeling lost again.

I just wanna forget you.

Why don't you just go away?

You make me so suffering, EVERYDAY.

I just can't forgive you what you have done.

You lied, you cheat and you lied again.

Do you know how miserable my life is??

You got nothing to guarantee me, yet you still ask me not to act stupid?

Am I acting like stupid?

If I keep giving you chances and keep forgiving you, this only called STUPID, you IDIOT FAGGOT!

I dun wanna be in ur bird cage.

Since you can't forget her, why you still wanna keep me in ur arm?

Don't you think that it is very greedy?

Now I know why you keeping ur distance and not being as caring as you do.

Once you say that you're confused, we're done.

I got no faith in you anymore.

You've been lying to me.

I'm trying to forget bout you.

Please let me go, would you?

If I stay with you, I will be more suffer.

Actions speak louder than words.

Where is your promises?

Where is my position in your heart?

What am I to you?

A PUPPET?

Why would you say that you wanna hug me?

I've been waiting for your warmth hug for a very long time and you never gave!

Please stop hurting me.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of everything.

I can't back to your side.

What I have decide is final.

Untitled

Jessica was on leave on Wednesday and Thursday for PD trip.
So I took over her place for a day which is Wednesday.
Learn new things again.
Print thru photostat machine and print invoice.
Was so busy with the phone whole day.
Especially after my lunch at 2, customer and salesman walk in buy lot's of spare part.
Promise my bro to back at 3 but I was too busy with my work till forget time.
My bro called me and I realise it is 3++ something.
Duh~~
Till then I finish all my work, customer stop walking in and I ask for 1 hour early back.
I speed my car back home and get ready to shopping but my bro was wasting lot's of time till we go shopping at 7.
Till then we go for dinner and tadaa~~
Mee rebus and coconut sweets for myself and bro nasi lemak.

After that went to continue shopping.
Bro get to bought 3clothes and a pair of shoe while I bought a pair of shoe and some cosmetics only.
=___=

Shawn's grandma fell down.

Hope she's fine.

=(

Shawn must be heartache.

Don't worry, she'll be fine.

The next day, Thursday, promised Ariz to be his guest at Taylor's College.
I woke up at 7.45a.m and take my shower at 8.30a.m.
Dress up myself and drive to Kepong KTM without breakfast.
I was so worry that I might be late for it so decide to skip.
Reach KTM and lots of ppl wearing mask to prevent H1N1 and lots of ppl waiting for train.
Duh~
Get sandwiched inside the train.
Reach KL Central to switch train to Pelabuhan Klang.
The was a guy look so weird coz when I stand, he follow me.
When I sit, he sit on the chair and facing me.
Duh~
Look like spy.
I was worried that he might follow me go Setiajaya coz last time I went to Wangsa Maju alone, there was a guy follow me wherever I go and try to start a conversation.
Luckily, my friend show up.
So, when everyone is queing up, I sneak to the another queue.
Haha~ He lost me.
=P
So I reach Setiajaya, Ariz dunno went where and a black skin guy start to talks to me.
Duh~~!!!
Keep asking me do I know him and lots of things.
I called Ariz and ask him hurry up.
T___T
I was so scare because the black skin guy got 2 friends walking toward him.
What I scare is they might kidnap me.
Wua!!!
Luckily when I talk on the phone with Ariz, the guy say bye bye to me.
Phew~~~
So Ariz pick me up and walk towards Taylor's College.
1st time entering, is like another city.
*hearts*
Too bad Ariz woke up late and his lecturer says that he don't have to atted the class.
No buffet, is ok for me.
But he seems like not happy bout it.
Feels so bad about that.
=(
Let's not talk about this.
We went to Sunway Pyramid, fetch by Anep, thanks to him.
^^
Went for Mc Donalds, then walk around.
Then watch movie, The Screen.
The worst nightmare ever.
Is not scary enough and it is SO BORED.
I thought Thailand's horror movie is the best?
I love Thailand and Japan's horror movie so so much.
But this time I watch The Screen, I was so disappointed.
=(

*heart break*
After movie, went for shopping again.
Bought a wording clothe.
"I'm surrounded by idiots"xD
Is free size for female and different size for male.
Ariz din buy, maybe worried the size is too big for him.

Starbucks!!!
Yummy~~I've been waiting someone to ask me to go Starbucks.Thanks to Ariz for the treat.*hearts*I still owe him sushi.

Haha, standing with a pole.

Means virgin.

xD

Thanks for accompany me back KL Central, but he accidentally cut my finger with his nail.

Switch train again to back Kepong, reach Bank Negara, train broke down.
=___=
Playing with my shadow.

Mom rushing me to go home, worry she'll scold me.
=(
So I called Jessica and ask whether she is free or not so she can fetch me back.
Ariz ask me to back home with his mom.
=___=
Too scare for that so I chose to call Jessica.
Back at 10.
Mom scolded me for buying wrong food and din buy dog's food.
Damn it.
Luckily mom wasn't being so mad about it.
I started to cough at KTM.
Then midnight sore throat and cough even worst.
Ariz keep apologize to me for not serving me today and got infected by his sick.
I wasn't angry lah~~~
Maybe I got infected in KTM, who knows?
Not angry for not serving me.Indeed, I'm so scare to be your guest.
Too shy for it.
Anyway, thanks for accompanying me.
Tho sick on the next day, still happy bout it.
Thanks for everything.=D

*Sneeze*
Ate my medicine d, so now I'm going to bed.
Goodnight~~

Shopping on Saturday

Went to 1Utama last Saturday with my ex for my releasing stress due upon to my relationship and my job.
It was suppose to be a gang but turn up two of us.
My friends got own plan and his girl, Rachel have to accompany her relatives.
I don't put blame on them because it wasn't their fault.
They got excuses right?
So I can't force them to shopping with me.
Actually I plan to buy some working attire but it looks weird if I asked for Shawn opinion.
@.@
End up buying my favorite and needed things.
Mug!
In Hello Kitty edition.
=3
Since I got no mug for my working time, always steal ppl's mug to use so why not I bought one since it's so cute.

Tadaa~~!!

Cute right?

But it is without spoon!

Sob~~~

No spoon....

Anyway, thanks to Shawn for accompany me. =D

Went to eat Dry Pan Mee with my bestie, Jessica at Spicy Pan Mee.
Well, according to my college friends, they say dry is the best.
Their soup is not delicious so I have to go for dry one.
The taste are not bad, but if you add chilli into it, the tatse are even better.
Warning to those who can't eat spicy, don't try.
It's very spicy.
I just tried today.
Regret adding chilli.

Yesterday is my MC/AV day.
Make my stomach hurt badly.
=(
After stomach, back bone pain.
=___=

My job are getting more and more.
Why don't they do their own job?
Keep asking me to do this and that.
There is not only one person, is 3 of them!
Tomorrow will be attending an interview at Menjalara.
Is my brother's working place.
Not work as hairstylist or assistant, is Admin.
Can be with my brother, working together.
^^
Wish me luck on tomorrow's interview.

Ariz is fever.
Pity him. =(
Everyday hate me.
=___=
Even Yan.
Deleted his picture with sober's reaction d still hate me.
Small gas.
No fun at all.
Both of them hate me.
FINE~!
Hate you too.
DUH!~!

Thanks for Ed's advice and thanks for being my supporter.
Help me gone thru sad time.
Thank you so so much!!!

Return of MIRUKU

LOL!

Feel like it's been ages that I did not update my blog.

Lot's of my friend been asking why I didn't update my blog.

My apology.

I've been busy lately till I got no time to upload the picture that I have been taken and upload my blog except play some game in Facebook.

So, my blog might be very long, ehem, is superbly long.

Well, let's start with my birthday celebration.

28th of July, went to celebrate with my bestie, Mandy, Jessica, Jess, Iris, Heng and Leong.

I wonder Heng and Leong why suddenly willing to show up.

Usually ask both of them out, they "ffk".

So kinda happy that they willing to show up just because of me.

^^

Then on29th of July, my mom plan to take me to have seafood at Kuala Selangor.

Neighbour and mom's friend is invited.

So total is 12person and the we don't have to pay more than RM300!

Damn cheap.

2 different type of crab with different type of taste, 2large vegies, 2 different cooking way LaLa and a prawn.

If you wanna see some photos of it, I'll upload it into my Facebook.

=D

My salary is out and they did not pay me the pay out that I expected.

What I know is, they say RM80 per day.

Now, they pay me RM50 per day.

WTF!

They make me moody.

When I received the cheque, I was like becoming lazy.

Don even wanna work hard and fast for them anymore.

I received the cheque at 5.30p.m then I waste another half an hour chatting with my friends.

I really become moody.

I feel like I've been cheated!

On Monday, I'll ask the person incharge of this.

How can they change the pay out?

I'm so disappointed on this company.

Keep bullying people and pay out is less than what they said.

They did also pay me salary late than I expected too!

What I see is, the wokers receive it on the early month whereas mine late for so many days.

Duh....

On Thursday, I saw a cute puppy that have been dumped by owner, maybe.

She's been stop drinking mother's milk so I wanna treat her a small chicken chest but when I on my way back to company, she's with another people.

I thought that was her owner.

So I left.

Till then when I'm on the way to my car, she appears!

So I search for the meal box that I have thrown away and gave it too her.

Too bad the chicken bone was too big so she ate the skin that I don't eat.

Pity her, eat my left over.

I doesn't mean to do that but she's really hungry.

Heartache.

I ask the company guard to keep her but he don wan.

He said that two of the company dogs disturb her.

So the next day, I bring dog biscuit and a stick of snack for her.

Erm, I got a dog at house so I do have all these.

The next day, someone told me that the puppy have become a member of out company.

^^

So happy to hear that.

I went out and look for her.

She seems to remember me.

She makes my day.

So I fed her and she seems so happy.

I named her BuBu.

She's so active and keep wanna play but when sleeping time, she sleeps like a pig.

Haha~

Kawaii-neh~

But I only can be with her for another 3months.

I'm just a part time there.

=(

Hope to seen her grown up faster.

Salary is out, time to shopping!!!

Going to make a debit card at Maybank.

^^

So I can swipe or cash out money any time.

Hohoho~~

Next week, hunting began at 1U then only Sg.Wang.

=3

Tomorrow mom will take me to shopping, hopefully.

Went to SBV Cafe with some college friends cause have some discussion bout Graduation Day.

Aiya, haven't own any prom dress yet.

Must buy must buy!

Haha!!

I do have heels so only dress.

^^

I ordered a lamb chop.

It's so delicious.

They cook the lamb chop with herb then pour some black pepper sauce in it while it is hot.

The taste is superbly good and amazing.

The meat is nice to bite, the pepper is not too much and guarantee your satisfication.

It only cost me RM21.90 excluding tax charges ofcourse.

Isn't it CHEAP???

Yummy~~

When you bite, you can taste the herb smell.

Every single bite with the sauce, mm mmm~~

Seriously, you won't forget the it.

Aikz, I was too into the chop.

=___=

The main point is, we discuss about the gathering night activities.

The opening.

Omg, we have to dance?!

=__________________=

Kill me better.

Haha!

Anyone want to attend my graduation day??

Is dinner actually at Crystal Crown Hotel ball room.

RM80 per person.

Affordable??

I dunno.

Still ok for me.

Mc Donald is giving free gift when buy Happy Meal again.

Is TAMAGOTCHI!!!

YAY~~

I will hunt down all 6pieces of it.

Currently, I only have Memetchi and Ariz help me to buy Kenpatchi, I think so.

So I got two of it.

4more to go.

Nyu~~~

Ariz have to sacrifice for me.

He's been treating me really nice.

He gave me a precious gift, Hello Kitty.

Authentic one.

I remember last year Shawn and Rachel gave me Hello Kitty cosmetic bag which is authentic too.

Owh~

Love you guys, and never forget my bestie trying to spend their time to celebrate my birthday.

Tho no birthday song which I asked them not to sing cause I'm shy~~~

Oh ya, my cousin sister gave me a present too.

She gave me a Hello Kitty which moved the head and body when there's sun shine.

Love it too!

Yesterday went to Selayang Mall with parent.

I ate tom yam and dad eat Thai laksa.

Taste so good.

Feel like wanted to eat again.

Lately, ever since I keep listening to One FM, I feel like I have addicted to it.

Especially when they trick someone over the phone.

I've been listening nonstop on the website.

Love the Kacha-boo and Madness Wedding March.

Damn funy wei~

Even Yan heard it keep laughing.

He's been so happy today coz I've been making him laughing all noon.

Except Ariz, being so moody.

I can't even make his day.

=(

He's been asking me to be his guest for twice, I think but I keep rejected him with the reason of working and busy.

Sorry~~

I'll try my best to go, k?

I promise.

Susu tak bohong.

x.x

He just text me saying gonna die soon.

=___=

His lecturer ask him to incharge of the dunno what things but Ariz feeling dizzy and tired still have to go.

Pity him.

From 3p.m until 12.20a.m.

Ahh, my eyes getting smaller.

Will continue next time.

Keep in touch with my blog.

Love ya!